Fly to fail, fall to love
Just a couple of song fics, that I think go good with Ichigo and Rukia. But that would be just my opinion.
Hellionyou.
I don't own Whisper's in the dark by Skillet or Remember me by The Birthday Massacre
Summary: Neither of the stories will be connected to each other, so don get to mad at me. And sorry I haven't updated my other fics, I have been really busy and I have had no time to write. So yeah.
I don't own Bleach nor any of the brilliant characters.
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A heart left behind
Its funny if you think about it. I was never planning on actually loving anyone. I thought being with Ichigo was just a fluke, I never really thought I loved him or could love him, till I left. I'd more of less call it an act of stupidity. The only way Ichigo and I actually ended up as close as we did, is because he felt that he needed to protect me, since I gave him my Shinigami powers for the time being. He acted though I was just a helpless and defenseless human. But I wasn't. I wasn't even human, I'm dead. I should have been dead to him as well.
Every night I look out my window at the moon. Thinking of the friends I made when I was on earth, when I was acting as a human, when I was living in his closet.
It's safe to say
I'm lonely
now
A place called home is
just
a
memory away
I
know I've done this
all before
A
thousands
silent voices
begging me
to stay
Who would of thought with his hidden heart he would make a girl sleep in his closet.
He was a brat, always picking on me for my drawings. He shouldn't talk, he has orange hair…he is considered outcasted, a freak…I mean he is half hallow, an abomination, he is a monster of his own creation. His heart will soon fall from its core, soon he wont be able to save his family or his friends from himself.
Apologies all left
unsaid
Secrets
better left
unspoken
Dreams are slowly put to
bed
Rumors
stirred and re-awoken
His own, the shinigami or the hallows will cure his fate. He'll watch me kill him, for the monster he is. Not even going to heaven, never being able to see his mother, that he helped kill, by a hallow. A creation, that kills to kill. No matter how many times I think these things, trying to convince myself that I don't need him. Don't want him, don't love him. It fails. Re turning back to earth, back where he lives, his small room that he would usually spends night talking to me, or to himself in his sleep. Such pain in his heart, not even I could cure.
And if I try to get
away
How
long until I'm
free?
And
if I don't come back
here
Will
you remember
me?
The look on his face, when he saw me, he was older, and handsome. A girl would be lucky to have him, maybe she wouldn't break his heart like I did. I could see tears forming in his eyes. He was crying, I never thought I would ever see him cry. My heart began to hurt, remembering old memories…remembering….no…the past should always stay in the past and never remain otherwise.
It's safe to say
I'm lonely
now
It's all so
quiet but I
cant
forget
the sound
A
thousand
voices call my name
A thousand hands
that pull me
back
down to the
ground I
turn away from what you
are
Denying
all
that you have
given
I fade a place that's safe and
far
In time
all
will be
forgiven
He got up to open his window and let me in. I looked away from him and stepped back. Before I new what was going on I was crying, and I was crying in his arms. I just wanted to leave to go back home, to be with the people that I grew up with, by doing so I left something very important behind…my heart. He held me close…like he was never going to let me go…for now this was ok…for now I was home. But if I leave again will he remember me?.
And if I try
to get
away
How long until
I'm
free?
And if I don't come
back here
Will
you
remember me?
