Category: Naruto
Type: Short Chapters
Genre: Romance/Angst (My... what happen? Usually angst is my main subject...not romance)
Author: DianaLineelu2001
Pairing: Sasunaru
Warning: Shounen-ai... Please, please I beg you, to leave if you hate/abhors the boy love boy stuff for I could not stand to hear you said that I had spoiled your innocence and something like that... Okay, some might say the characters are OOC but please consider thatit was my view on how they changed after years pass by. A BIT of cursing desu...
Summary: Even when he moves on with his life, even when so many things have happened, Naruto's belief and faith in Sasuke never wavers... Sasunaru.
Disclaimer: Did not own Naruto. Screw the creative disclaimer...
Point Of View: Naruto's. In this 1st chappie, maybe he sounds so OOC but you can't seriously think he will jump back to his usual self immediately after Sasuke left right?
Believe
1: After you left
For my whole life, I have never seen this coming. Not even once could I ever imagine that you will leave me. You even try to kill me! I do not understand Sasuke... where had the loving and caring Sasuke gone? Since when does that cold and heartless demeanor become the real you? Or...are all of the times you shared with me a mere pretense? You are the one who told me that I am your most important person. If that is true, how come Itachi always comes before me?
I must have been blind, right Sasuke? Whatever have made me think someone like you will love a monster like me? When you told me you love me, not even once do I ever wonder the truth behind the words. I always believe in you. I would always be there for you as I have faith in the words you so carelessly say. I have made it clear to you that you are the most important person for me. You know that and you have played with my feeling –emotion-. I have never been anybody in your life. I am a mere trash that burdens and blinds your mission.
And yet, only by a glance at your head protector... all of those thoughts are erased from my mind. I want to believe that you are sincere with us –with me-. It's just that you could never see it... –see me-. While Itachi have truly been the most important person in your life, I have been the one who sacrifice everything for you. Itachi was your past. He had shattered everything that you ever have. He had changed you to a worse person. He made you stop believing in anyone. I know he had hurt you so much. I know your brother was once the person you trust the most.
But Sasuke, you have opened your heart to us –even if it's just for a while-. You have started to offer your faith to us. You don't know how much I appreciated that. I never wanted much from you except to be a part of your life. I just want your acknowledgement to make me prove to myself that I am real.
I had offered you a future. I cannot guarantee that it is painless but I will make sure you are happy. I offered to heal the wounds in your heart. It was okay that you hurt me as long as you were free from the torment in your heart. I offered you myself, my heart and my soul, hoping that you will learn to love all over again.
Now I realize that I have been foolish. You are right, Naruto no baka desu. What is the use of giving you things that you never needed in the first place? I am just the same like the girls who give you chocolate during Valentine day even when they know you hate sweets.
You wanted revenge and strength. I could not give you strength, Sasuke. It is something that comes from within. But I could help you to be as strong as you wished. If only you are a bit more patient, you will see that. Revenge... Although I could do nothing about that, I could give you my support. I understand that every nin has their own personal mission in their life and I will not stop you. But in the end, you did not stay. After all, I have never been what you needed.
Sasuke, before I leave this place with ero-sennin, there is something that you need to know. You have destroyed everything that I have offered you and it could not be renewed anymore. But, under those shattered pieces, I found something that is still firmly intact and one last time, I offer something to you. I give you my hope that someday you will return to the right path. Find someone that you love and love you as much as I do. Even though it is not me, it is okay as long as you are happy. I will take care of your headband. This is the only solid memory that I have of you left. Goodbye, Konohagure...
Datz all for da 1st chappie desu! 2nd chappie is about a Jounin Naru-kun! Proceed to da 2nd please!