Here We Go... Again

by Wolfdog-Aleu

Summary: Sonny contemplates her 'relationship' with a Mr. Chad Dylan Cooper. Song fic to Demi Lovato's 'Here We Go Again'.

Disclaimer: I don't own Sonny With A Chance or 'Here We Go Again'

Chad annoys me. He's just so self-centered. His ego is big enough for the entire world to have an huge piece and there'd still be some left. He mocks me, and my friends, every chance he gets, and he can't seem to walk two feet without messing with his hair. And yet, I love him with all of my heart. He's sweet when he wants to be. He's (almost) always there for me. And he even lets me make fun of his 'acting'.

I wonder why, every time we fight and break up, hours later, we're at each other's feet asking to be forgiven? Does this mean we're not meant to be together, or that we just have a lot of problems to work through? I wish I knew.

As I lay on the couch in my dressing room, thinking about our relationship, the radio starts to play a song that seems to express everything I'm feeling.

I throw all of your stuff away

Then I clear you out of my head

I tear you out of my heart,

and ignore all your messages

I tell everyone we are through

'Cause I'm so much better without you

But it's just another pretty lie,

'cause I break down

Every time you come around

Why does it have to be so true? Why does our relationship have to be this way?

Hard as I try, I know I can't quit

Something about you is so addictive

I hear a knock on my dressing room door and know it has to be Chad. Tawni never knocks. I get up to answer it to find him standing in the hallway.

"Sonny-" he starts, a thoughtful look on his handsome face.

"Breaking up with me again Chad?" I snap, causing him to flinch back slightly.

"No, never again. I won't hurt you like that again. Sonny Munroe... I love you."

I stare at him in shock, but slowly a smile forms on my lips. Chad smiles back at me, pulling me into his arms. All of the lights on our floor go out, most likely Zora's doing, and we take the opportunity to kiss without receiving whistles from Nico and Grady.

My smile has grown wider, I notice, after we part for air. I giggle slightly. Looking into Chad's bright eyes, I say happily, "I love you too." I think we just might make it.