Summary: I'm dating her but I love someone else and she's dating…Him!

Author's note: Second fic ever please reviews they make my day go round!!

This takes place during the first time Craig sings in what it feels like to be a ghost p.1 so this an Au story enjoy!!!!!!!

Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi if I did Sean and Ellie would be together forever and things would be so different!!!!!!!

SEAN POV

Emma held my hand tightly as she talked to Manny about something as we waited for Craig to come on the stage and perform. I don't know why I agreed to come along. I've seen Craig sing over one thousand times so I looked around the room to see who else was here there was the regular crew Ashley, Jimmy, Marco, Spinner… and that's when I saw her she was sitting with her boyfriend Jesse I think his name is she laughed and I felt a hint of jealousy roll down my spine that should me sitting with her.

I know that could have been me sitting with her. If I had just stayed here and if I didn't leave for wasaga a mistake I know I cant fix. When I came back I didn't have the guts to see her to talk to her. But when I did finally build up the courage she turned me down she said she liked someone else.

We locked eyes for the first time in what seemed like forever her green ones to my blue ones she shook her head and turned away from me staring a the stage where Craig was now on sitting on a stool guitar in hand ready start. I didn't really listen to the song I just stared at the back of her head at the beautiful read hair that I once ran my fingers through.

Emma tugged at my hand and I focused my eyes on the stage. Manny was up in the front of the crowd looking ready to cry as Craig sang the ending verse of his song we walked towards Manny and I made sure not to look at Ellie once. Another pang of jealousy hit me when I saw Ellie hug Craig she told him that he was great.

I don't know why I feel this way I am dating Emma not Ellie I should love Emma not Ellie but somewhere in the back of my mind I knew I wanted it to be the other way around.