Between night and dawn

by Francoise

Prologe

Authors Note:

Um, it´s a weird thing I think...I had a really realistically dream a few months ago and it couldn´t get it out of my head so I thought the best thing to do is commit it onto paper. But it´s diff cuz I dreamed only discontinuously episodes of the whole story. But I hope that the dreams will coming back when I get it down ".

So, I´m really thankfully for each constructiv comment! ;)

„I want to die..."

The low sun bathed the hallway into a deep orange light and a warm and gentle breeze wafted round my bare feets while I stand at the doorstep and gazed after him.

For a moment I closed my eyes.

I was sad but I couldn´t detect the reason for such a feeling.

It was stupid I told myself.

„See you later, be safe!"

He looked back once more and donated his lovely smile at me. Then he turned away and vanished without a trace.

An suddenly anxiety came over me.

Something I should remember. Something important…

„NO, stay..." I whispered.

It was to late. He was gone.

A fulminate pain went through my body.

Suddenly all went dark around me, I felt the warmth that flow out of my body like the life itself. As I looked down, the ground was already tinted crimson. "No, that couldn´t be, ... , that shouldn´t..."

My tears commpounded with the crimson liquid while I go down at the ground with clenched fists...

„No, no ... don´t go, don´t leave me alone ... .

NO!"

I woke up screaming. A cold sweat dripped of my forehead. I sat up and tooked my head into my hands. "It was just a dream, just a dream ..." I told myself conjuring while I tried hardly to became control about my heartbeat.

"Just a dream... It´s a long time ago since I dreamed the last time. Like a jinx." I smiled bitterly about my own sarcastic toughts. It was so stupid to come back to this place, where all began a long time ago and ends so abruptly.

"Hm, yeah, really stupid. Do you really think time changed anything about it?"

It seemed that I freeze in place for quiet a while until a cooling draught brought me back to reality.

I released my head and looked numbly around me. The breaking dawn puts the entire room into a pale, grey light.

"So the weatherman was right yesterday. A dark sky and probably it will rain the whole day. That fits my mood very well."