Will I Ever Have You?
By NightoftheShadows/NS
NS: Hello and welcome to my very first ever fanfic yaoi. I am not sure how this turned out but I hope you will enjoy it. This entire chapter is from Kaiba's point of view and it is fairly OOC. It is sort of in first person but I am not quite sure. Enjoy it though!
Warnings: Swearing maybe, dirty thoughts, dangerous driving....kind of...And bad Kaiba writing, he's not on the top of my list of people who I am good at writing about...yet.
Disclaimer: Yu-Gi-Oh!? Mine? As if.
Chapter 1: The Assigned Partner
I just can't seem to get him out of my head anymore. I could stand the dreams but now I keep seeing him in school and I can't concentrate on any of the school work, not that I know I'm passing.
When did this all start? The first day we met I think, he was just so damn sexy. I was just in denial saying that I never believed in the 'mumbo-jumbo' hiding my true feelings. Since when could someone take my heart?
Mokuba was always there but it was a brotherly relationship of course and sometimes I just wanted more. Then my thoughts went to him and I just couldn't believe it.
Everytime I challenged him to a duel almost always it was just to see him.
The teacher started to talk about the assignment we were suppose to do in groups of two. Great, I always get the left overs.
"For this assignment I will be assigning you groups." the teacher said and began calling out names for the groups. I swear if I get stuck with the mutt or any of his goofy friends I'll kill myself.
"Kaiba Seto and Mutou Yami."
My heart nearly stopped as I heard the teacher making me and the one I feel deep affection for, partners for the project as if it were a dream. Luck must've stayed on my side and I must've thanked her a thousand times for that day.
"Uh, Kaiba? Are you alright?" I snapped out of my thoughts and turned to see his beautiful crimson eyes staring at me with confusion. He was so damn close to me I had to push my chair in so no one could see the sudden arousal I was receiving in my pants.
"Fine Mutou just sit down so we can get this over with." I snapped at him even though they were complete lies. I wanted this to last forever.
He shrugged his tiny shoulders and sat down in the extra chair that was beside my desk.
"So, what are we going to do for the assignment?" he asked me, starring at me again.
"We have to do something about saving the environment with a environmentally safe house right?" he nodded his head and looked at me to continue. "Then I'll get the information while you draw the house all right?"
"Are you sure you don't want me to..."
"Look Mutou, I do not want to work with you and I have a right too considering what've you've done to my reputation so just bring in the picture next class and we'll hand it in." I snapped again at him. I wish I didn't though, I hate doing this but I can't exactly say what I felt since I'm suppose to be a closed hearted bastard as the mutt would say.
"First off, it's due next Friday, second, the teacher said we had to split up the work and third, tomorrow we don't have school." He explained calmly like it was no big deal, but for some reason he seemed distracted as he looked around the classroom.
"Fine then, you can come over after school to my house so we can get the information." I stated flatly, trying not to sound so excited about him coming over to my house.
He stopped looking around the room and stared at me with his crimson eyes again before giving me a small smile. "Thank you Kaiba, where should we meet up?" he asked.
It was getting hard for me to stop from lunging at him when he smiled at me. His teeth just seemed to be so...white and perfect it was amazing. "Uh, in front of the school I guess." I prayed he didn't hear me stammer.
He didn't seem to notice or seemed to care if he did, for he just nodded, his golden bangs moved gently at the motion. I would've kept on staring at him but the lunch bell rang and he went over to his friends and left the room within just a few moments.
I couldn't wait for after school more then usual.
He's late. I told him where to meet after school and he's late! Maybe Yugi wouldn't let him go to my place. But, since Yugi has spent so much time with the mutt now maybe he wouldn't care.
I can't even think straight when I'm around him, that's why I invited him over to work on our project. It was the prefect plan. I'll get him over to my place we do some research then I'll tell him how I feel. Yes, that would work.
"Kaiba!"
"AH!" I turned to see Yami starring at me with his crimson eyes, a hand reaching out to grab my arm since he was probably too short for my shoulder. "What do you want Yami?" I asked him, trying to glare but it didn't seem to work.
"You told me to meet you here." he explained, rasing one of his black eyebrows at me. "I had to tell....Yugi and his friends what I was doing." he seemed to hesitate with saying Yugi's name. Actually, I never even heard him say 'Yugi' before, it was always 'aibou' this and 'aibou' that. What is his problem though? He seems so sad these days.
"Fine. Hurry up my car is in the parking lot." I said, trying to ignore the sudden need to wrap my arms around him for comfort. Damn it why did he just have to look so damn sexy when he looked depressed?
Yami shrugged again and I noticed that he did that a lot of the time. He tried to catch up with as I put on a steady pace, looking at the ground instead of holding his head high like normal. We walked in complete silence until we got to my black Mercedes.
"This is a car?" He asked, dropping his jaw slightly.
"Don't tell me you've never been in a car before?" I asked, rolling my eyes in annoyance.
"Uh, well, Mr. Mutou doesn't have a car and well the only thing I've been in is a bus and train." he explained sheepishly, rubbing the back of his head in slight embarrassment. I couldn't help but smile as a slight pink blush went on his cheeks. He looked like Yugi a bit, except more sexy....Damn it mind not now! He's right here! What if I say or do something that I...
"You're so cute when you blush." I blurted out before I caught myself. Yami's eyes shot up from their place on the ground and stared at me again for the umpteenth time today.
"What did you say?" He asked, still studying my now hidden features.
"Nothing. Just get in the car!" I ordered, suppressing the blush on my face, opening the car door and climbing in.
Yami soon followed suite and sat down in the passenger seat, looking around the car like a kid in a candy store. He kept feeling the leather seat like it was a cat.
"Do you mind Yami? I rather not have it contaminated." I said, putting on my seatbelt.
"Sorry." he said, stopping and looking out the window.
"Yami!"
"What? I'm not doing anything!"
"Exactly! Put on your seatbelt so I won't get fined!"
"Huh?" He looked at me with this helpless look until I motioned to mine. "Oh, that thing uh where is it?"
God Yami I may love you but this is seriously too much. "It's right near the window. Look up." He looked at the ceiling. I couldn't help but slap my forehead. "Here let me do it." I took off mine and leaned over towards him and grabbed the seatbelt before putting it around him and buckling it in. My face was hot as my hand accidentally grazed his face. Oh gods was it soft! I think I also touched his chest! With his sleeveless leather top under his white shirt I couldn't feel his muscles. Damn!
I leaned back and put back on my seatbelt before turning on the car and driving out of the driveway. I really tried to look at the road.
"Kaiba?" I heard Yami say.
"What is it now Yami?"
"...Since when did you start to call me by my first name?"
"Since now. What of it?"
"No reason...."
I took a chance to glance over at my partner and saw that he was looking at me as well, his eyes looking in mine for only a split second before I retracted back from the gaze and back to the road.
"You've been acting weird lately Kaiba."
"So? You have been too."
"Heh, I guess." He chuckled softly but it wasn't a happy one that I came to love and enjoy. I stopped at a red light and looked at him.
"What's wrong with you anyway?" I asked, knowing this wasn't like me at all. Hell, everytime I'm with Yami I never act like myself do I? "You seem to be depressed about something."
"That obvious?" He seemed surprised that I noticed. "No one else seems to have...."
"That's because they're too caught up in themselves." I shot out. None of his so called 'friends' seemed to notice that Yami has been sad about something for about a month, they've been too busy. And yet I've noticed. Maybe it's because I watch him so much. "So you going to tell me what's wrong?"
Yami's eyes shot up once again to stare at me. "Why..?"
BEEP! BEEP!
"SHIT!" I yelled, noticing that the light had turned green without my knowing and a long line up was behind me. I sped through the intersection and didn't slow down until we arrived at my mansion and I parked my car in the garage. I unbuckled and looked at Yami to see if he was doing the same.
His hands were clinging to the arms of the seat and his eyes were looking forward, in somewhat of shock.
"Er, Yami?" I asked, tapping him on the shoulder.
"GAH!!!" he shouted and moved to the door but the seatbelt wouldn't allow him any further from that jolt and it caught around his neck. "URK!"
I immediately unbuckled him as he began to breathe again. I sighed in relief.
"Ra....." he panted, rubbing his neck which was red. He looked back up at me and glared. "KAIBA WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU WERE DOING? YOU COULD'VE GOTTEN US KILLED!!"
I now know why he didn't go in cars. "We didn't did we?"
"That's not the point...."
"We COULD'VE gotten killed but we didn't all right?" I persisted, climbing out of the car and slamming the door. I heard Yami coming out and also closing the door before following.
"THIS IS YOUR HOUSE?!" Yami exclaimed loudly, gawking at my living room, the main connection to the stairs and every room on the first floor.
"What? My house is only five stories and the size of four football fields."
He gave me this weird look that screamed 'You've got to be kidding me.'
"And how many people live here?"
"Just me and Mokuba. Not to mention the servants."
"Don't you think it's a bit.....much?"
"Not at all, I'm making another wing in a few months. Now come on, we're going to my computer room."
"Uh, computers?"
I turned back at him and something dawned on me. "Don't tell me you don't know how to use a computer either?"
"Fine, I won't."
"Don't the Mutou's have one?"
"Well, they do. But Yugi thinks I might make it explode or something like that incident with the microwave......."
A picture of Yami at a computer came into my minds eye as I saw him press a button and it exploded in his face. Then the same thing happened again but with a microwave. I tried not to laugh at the sight. "Electronics don't work well with you do they Yami?"
He gave me another weird look and I found that I had been smiling instead. After I stopped, he shook his head. "Yugi never really showed me how to work them. And, well no one has much time to show me I guess."
I noticed he seemed to sadden everytime he said 'Yugi'. Did something happen to their close relationship? I didn't know and I probably didn't want to know.
"Whatever. I'll teach you then. It's not like we've got anything better to do." I stated flatly. Even though I could think of a few things that we could get 'involved' in but I didn't mention them, not yet at least. I stopped and found out that we were already at the room. I took out my key card for the room and opened the door.
It wasn't anything special. All along the walls were top computers and laptops that were on the market or not even out yet. A few were even my creation. I heard a small gasp as Yami took in the small sight. "Gods Yami you are easily amused by technology." I muttered to myself and went over to one of them. "Well, hurry up and sit down so we can get the lesson started."
He nodded and made his way over and sat at the computer next to me. Was it my imagination or was he close to me more then the computer?
"Okay, now you see that button on the rectangle?"
"Yes."
"That's the power button, you press that to make the computer turn on."
Yami pressed it and squeaked when the lights and noises started. 'Oh, GODS!' I thought in embarrassment. I love a guy who blows up microwaves! The only tech he knows how to work is a duel disk.
"Now turn on the monitor, or the screen, by that silver button on it. And to turn on the speakers just turn the crank the knob clockwise on the right one."
He was pretty obedient. I wonder I obedient he is in bed......
"Now what?" he asked, knocking my mind out of the sweet day dream I was having about us in bed.
"Huh, what?" I stammered, blushing as I stared at him with the thought in my mind.
"What do I do now?" he repeated.
So, the lesson began and I have to admit, he was a good listener and a quick study. We also had some small talk about random things, duel monsters, school, but when I asked him about Yugi and the others he said that they were fine and changed the subject very quickly. Since he didn't want to talk about it I didn't want to pressure him into saying anything. Our lesson continued for awhile longer until I looked at the clock and it read six.
"Where did the time go?" I asked myself, brushing my hand through my hair. "Hey, you hungry Yami? Want to order some pizza?"
He shrugged and closed off the internet window that we were looking at. "Sure, I'm kind of hungry."
We went down the stairs and I started to dial the phone in the kitchen. "What do you like on yours?" I asked him.
"Pepperoni, cheese, and green peppers." he said, looking for a drink in the fridge. I couldn't help but look at him and his.....
"Pizza Hut, how may I help you?"
Damn stupid phone interrupting me when I was looking at his.....
"GAH!" Yami shouted as a half closed Coke bottle fell on top of him, soaking him from head to toe in sticky carbonated drink.
This time, I didn't hide my laugh at the sight.
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