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A/N: Hay guys so this is a story I am writing with Xo BellaItalia 0x Half of this is hers and the other is mine. Read and review and tell us what you think!
Undisclosed Desires
Chapter 1: Secret Love
(Rosalie's POV)
I was jealous of Bella. I couldn't help it. She got to be with the person that she wanted to be with. Bella knew without a doubt that she that Edward forever, she had her true mate. Now, don't get me wrong, I loved Emmett so incredibly much, but it was nothing compared to what I've developed from the moment I laid eyes on the honey blond Major.
The one that I want to spend my forever with is Jasper, but unfortunately he's mated with Alice and she's my sister, they love one another. But I can't help how I feel any more than anyone else can and it kills me, because if I had a choice, I wouldn't be in this situation. I don't want to hurt the ones I love nor do I want to be in the position where I want someone that I know I can't have.
I was okay with how things were, even though they were painful at times. I guess you could say that I've grown used to it. Emmett made me happy and I didn't want to hurt him in any way. He's what has made this immortal life bearable for me. He knew me better than anyone else ever has, but I can't help what I feel for Jasper. It's like my heart is torn in two and Jasper has the bigger half.
I could sense Edward coming up from behind me as he broke me out of my thoughts. I quickly turned; I didn't need him reading my thoughts. Edward had that advantage and can discover our secrets right away. I wanted to keep this to myself.
"You'd better not be reading my thoughts!'' I snapped completely irritated as I got up out of my chair where I was sitting at the opposite end of the room.
It was no fun having a mind reader for a brother. I loved him to death, but I hated that he had that ability. He could have already heard what I was thinking about for all I knew. There was no privacy in this house between Edward's gift, Alice's psychic ability and Jasper's empathy.
"You're sure cheerful this morning,'' he commented sarcastically as he collapsed on to the couch across from me.
Renesmee danced into the room and sat down next to him. The girl was only a year old, but she looked about 7 or 8. She was growing so fast and was becoming more and more aware of the connection that she and Jacob had, even though we kept it from her per Bella and Edward's wishes.
"Do I really have to go to school today, daddy?'' She complained in her high pitched voice. "I'm not even old enough!''
Edward looked down adoringly at his daughter and smirked at her. "If you were a full human, no, you wouldn't have to.'' He said.
But since you're not, yes, you do!'' Bella finished as she came into the living room carrying a plate of scrambled eggs, bacon and buttered toast and placed it down on the coffee table in front of Nessie.
"But Jacob said that I didn't!'' She pouted as she picked up a piece of bacon and took a bite off of the end.
"Well, Jacobs a liar,'' Bella said in exasperation. It was clear that she was going to have a long talk with him about the influence that he is having on her daughter and about being a good role model.
"But momma! Jacob said….
The argument faded into the background as I watched Jasper who was seated across the room near the book shelves. He and Alice were looking deeply in to one another's eyes, just like Bella and Edward often did. They were so deeply in love, a love that I didn't have the chance to become acquainted with as of yet.
I swallowed thickly and looked away just as they leaned in and were about to kiss and looked up just in time to see Emmett strolling into the room.
"Hey babe," he grinned that adorable dimpled smile that I loved about him before leaning down and placing a gentle kiss on my lips. I could swear that I felt someone's eyes on me, but when I turned around, Bella was gone as was Alice and Edward was trying to coax Nessie in to finishing her eggs.
I chanced a look at Jasper and could swear that I saw him quickly looking back down at his book, but decided that it much have just been wishful thinking of my imagination.
"So, I was thinking about getting a quick hunt in before we leave." Emmett said suggestively. "What do you say? Care to join me?"
I smirked up at him and closed my magazine before placing my hand in his and having him haul me to my feet. Before I could even contemplate what was happening, he suddenly leaned down and threw me over his shoulder cave man style and raced out the back door causing me to giggle uncontrollably all the way.
A/N: I hope you liked it! Here is some of XO BellaItalia 0X's other stories below you should read if you like this one. I only have one other Twilight story and that's Twilight in a different sense its about Alice cheating on Jasper and him falling for Bella when she comes to forks and you can read this on X0 Bella 0X 's Profile as well.
Take a look at a few of my Twilight stories posted on my FF page! (Xo BellaItalia oX)
This is a series I am working on. The first one is called 'Dhampir':
Lilly McLean never understood why she was so different until she & her adoptive parents moved to Forks, Washington & finds a friend in Bella Swan. They meet a strange golden-eyed family where she finds her mate in Jasper Whitlock. With their help, she will learn what it means to be a Dhampir & become initiated into the Supernatural World. A Twilight Story Book 1 Jasper/OC Bella/Edward
I have already started the Sequel to that story and it is called Dhampir: Broken Moonlight:
Sequel to Dhampir: Lilly & Jasper seal their forever's with their vows, but an accident at Bella's birthday party causes the family to split up and leave Forks. Lilly has her opinions about leaving Bella behind & challenges Edward's demands. Meanwhile, Jasper has an old enemy from his past stalking him & his new wife. Who are they & what do they want? A Twilight Story Book 2 Jasper/OC Bella/Edward
Another story is called 'Never What It Seems'
What Jasper Whitlock remembers from his time in the Southern Wars isn't what happened at all. After unknowingly leaving his mate, Marie, to the hands of her power hungry sisters, he continues on with his immortal life. After 90 yrs with no word about what happened to her Major, Marie is rescued & reunited with him only to find that what he remembers of her is nothing but brutality. Jasper/Maria Peter/Charlotte Bella/Edward
The other has been adopted from I-Have-A-Dark-Side called 'You Promised Me Forever
Edward left resolving in Bella falling into Jakes arms. However, he broke his promise of forever when he imprinted. A certain southern gentleman suddenly reappears in her life causing her to be thrust back into another love story within the supernatural world where both the past and present threaten everything they've built! Jasper/Bella
To see more, go to either page: Xo BellaItalia oX or Xo Bella's Collaborations oX
Check out my other stories!
'Attempting to Covet'
'Dhampir' COMPLETED!
'Far Fetched Realities'
'Mirror Image'
'Other Worldly Beauty'
'Dhampir: Broken Moonlight' (SEQUEL)
'Perplexing Revelations'
'Unimaginable Outcomes'
'Pretexting'
'You Promised Me Forever
'The Heart's Desire'
'Intricate Beauty'
'Never What It Seems' NEW!
'The Major'
'Twilight ReVAMPed'
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'Flashbacks'
'Unbreakable Faith'
'The Alpha's Mate, Crystal'
'How You Make Me Feel'
'Undisclosed Desires' NEW!