Derek was in the one place he always dreaded, the locker room. They had just finished practice and were washing off in the showers. He was standing under the showers with his eyes close trying not to look around but failed. He searched the showers until his eyes found what they were looking for. He watched as the soapy water ran Stiles smooth body and couldn't help but moan. His green eyes traveled all over Stiles, taking in every part of him.
Jackson entered the showers and saw Derek once again staring at Stiles. He walked over to him. "Dude, stop staring at him."
"I wasn't." Derek said quickly looking away.
Jackson didn't have to look down to know that his friend was now hard. "Derek you need to cover up." He said holding out the towel.
Derek looked down and quickly took the towel from Jackson and wrapped it around his waist. With a red face he left the showers and went to the locker area. After calming down he dried off and got dressed. Sitting there with his head back and eyes close he waited for Jackson.
"Man you're seriously going to get caught one day." Jackson said walking over to him in just a towel. He went up to his locker which was a few away from Derek's.
"I couldn't help it." Derek said looking over at him. It wasn't a secret that Derek was gay but sometimes he didn't know how to express his feeling so he never did.
Jackson smiled "You've been crushing on Stiles since school started so why don't you just ask him out."
"I've tried." Derek said "But every time I try to say something simple I end up saying something stupid and then he just stares at me."
"I don't get why you get so nervous around him." Jackson said sitting down to put on his shoes. "You're the biggest stud in this school. I mean you can have anyone you want."
"Yeah but I don't want any of them, I only want Stiles." Derek sat up. "I don't get how I can talk to other guys but when I try to talk to him my words get jumbled and I freeze."
"You really have it hard for him don't you." Jackson asked.
Derek sighed and nodded "Come on let's get out of here before he comes out."
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"So do you think coach will ever let me play?" Stiles asked coming out of the showers, his best friend Scott right behind him.
"I don't know." Scott said.
"I mean I'm a good player, right?" Stiles looked up at Scott when he didn't answer. "Scott?"
Scott looked over at Stiles. "What?"
"Oh god." Stiles said. "You do think I suck."
Scott smiled "Don't be stupid Stiles you're a…a decent player."
Stiles started putting on his clothes. "Hey do you think Derek's likes me?"
"Whoa." Scott said "Where did that come from?"
Stiles shrugged "Do you, I ask because he's been acting weird around me. Like when I try to talk to him he gets all jittery and makes up an excuse to leave or he stutters and I can't understand what he's saying."
Scott smiled "Do you like him or something?"
"Maybe." Stiles said blushing. "But someone like Derek will never be interested in me. Am I crazy for thinking he likes me? You know what never mind, I don't stand a chance."
Danny then walked out and over to them. "Hey guys."
Stiles smiled "Hey Danny."
"You look like something's on your mind?" Danny said looking down at Stiles.
"It's nothing." Stiles said getting up. "Come on Scott lets go, later Danny." He said walking off.
Danny watched him go. He too had a big crush on the brown eyed teen for a while. He's been trying to ask him out but every time he gets close something or someone interrupts him. One thing was for sure, he had it bad for Stiles Stilinski.
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Derek's house
"Dude I'm going to be hurting tomorrow." Jackson said rubbing his shoulder and looked over at Derek who was staring off into space. He kicked him with his foot.
Derek looked over at him and smacked him on the side of the head. "Ow that hurt."
Jackson smiled "You shouldn't have been daydreaming about you boyfriend."
"I wish." Derek said pushing Jackson's legs off the table. "If my Uncle see's you I'm going to get in trouble."
Jackson sighed "Man your Uncle can be such a downer sometimes."
"Shut up." Derek said "He's not that bad."
"But seriously though, are you thinking about Stiles?" Jackson asked.
Derek nodded "I can't stop thinking about him."
"If you don't do something about it now someone else might beat you too it." Jackson got up and headed for the kitchen. "I'm going to go get a beer."
Derek sat there for a minute before jumping up and going after him. "Dude no, that's my Uncles!" He yelled.
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Stiles house
"I still can't believe you said I suck at football." Stiles said from his computer.
Scott grabbed a pillow and threw it at the back of Stiles head. "I' didn't say that."
Stiles grabbed the pillow and threw it back. "The hesitation in your voice told me everything."
Scott sighed "I'm sure if you practice more you'll get better."
"Maybe you can help me practice." Stiles said going back to his computer.
Scott nodded "Yeah sure." He looked up when he heard Stiles moan. Getting up he walked up behind him. He was staring at a picture of Derek in his football uniform. "Seriously."
Stiles jumped "Damn it Scott, don't sneak up on me like that."
"Do you always stare at pictures of him?" Scott asked.
"No." Stiles said "Shouldn't you be heading home before it gets too late?"
Scott laughed and walked off. "I'll see you tomorrow." He said picking up his book bag and leaving the room.
When he was gone Stiles sighed and started spinning around in his chair, thinking about Derek.
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The next day
Derek was standing at his locker staring down at Stiles who was chatting with his friends down the hall.
"Are you seriously doing this again?" Jackson asked walking up behind him. "Oaky I'm going to help you out." He walked over to Stiles.
Derek watched in horror as Jackson talked with Stiles and it took everything in him not to run the opposite way when Stiles started to walked his way.
"Hey Derek." Stiles said "Jackson said you wanted to talk to me."
Derek just stood there. "I was…um…Do you…I'm…Crap um I got to go." He said before walking off. Leaving a confused Stiles standing there. He stopped when he felt someone grab his arm.
"Why did you run off?" Jackson said.
"Jackson I couldn't get any words out." Derek said "My words kept getting all tangled up and I freaked. I hate all this romantic stuff."
"Derek just breathe." Jackson said smiling. "I know it's hard since Stiles is your first real crush and the first guy to make you feel this way but you can't let your nerves get to you."
Derek sighed "It doesn't matter now the moment is over."
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As Stiles was heading back over to his friends he was stopped by Danny. "Oh hey Danny."
"Hey Stiles." Danny said "Um I was wondering if you wanted to go out with me after school."
Stiles frowned slightly. "Oh um I-"
"I know you might be busy but would you like to?" Danny asked.
"Yeah." Stiles said unsure of himself. "I'll go out with you."
Danny smiled "Great I'll meet you at your car after school."
Stiles smiled and watched him go. He frowned when he thought of Derek and how he wished that it was Derek who asked him out but seeing how that would never happen he decided to do his best to move on from his secret crush, even though it was very hard.
A/N Well I hope that you've enjoyed my new story and please review. The next chapter will be up soon.