Fake.
Everyone in Forks High School is. Everyone in every high school in every country for that matter is.
The pressure to be popular, or dress a certain way, or act a certain way. It envelops us and becomes the sole thing we are focused on.
We make up these standards that are supposed to determine if you were 'cool' or not. No one knew the real me. Not even my supposed best friends. Jessica, Lauren, Angela, Tyler and Erik. Oh, and my beloved boyfriend, Mike.
What could I say about him? He was captain of the football team, blond hair, blue eyes. He was sweet and Charlie definitely approved of him; only cause our families had known each other since before the beginning of time. I told him I loved him, but it was a lie.
Everything about my life was a lie. Ever since my mother had committed suicide three years ago, I was a totally different person. I wasn't actually different, but my guard was always up. It was a defense to keep everyone else out. I could never love. I could never let anyone in. I was by myself in this world.
I know, a little depressing or whatever. I really really want to write this story though. I know where I'm going with it and I'm so excited!
I'll try to update soon so you actually get what's going on haha
I guess you can review if you want lol, there isn't much there