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I'm doing this because I'm bored, I, however, am going to scan over this just to make sure that I don't have a lot of misspelling and wrong usage, but if I do, know that I'm not really caring. This chapter at least. I'm hoping for at least six or more reviews before I decide to go on with this idea. If I don't get that I'll just remove the story, or leave it…this chapter it all depends. Yes this is a Tai and Sora, Matt and Mimi fanfic. Others may be added, but that isn't a definite. I do need a beta-reader if any are interstate, and I'm thinking about making a fanfiction site sort of thing…if any our interstate tell me about it in your review. Also, I'm trying to decide if I should leave this in the Tai and Sora section, or put it in the Mimi and Matt section. Help me decide. =] Believe me it is a Tai + Sora =Love, and a Matt + Mimi = Love, fic. Let me know what you think!White Rose Petals
Love…
Sora stood before her bed room widow, one hand pressed against the smooth glass, the next to her side, limply holding a sliver locket. Tears peaked at the corner of her eyes, he was gone, and she was here! All thoughts and dreams of being with him were gone…and it was all her fault.
She didn't mean for it to end this way, neither did she want it to go so far, nor did she want him to go. Matt. He was what she thought was the solution, the answer to all her problems…but he wasn't, he was just the substitute, than he turned into the one that would give the push.
One by one, fresh heated tears rolled down her pale white cheeks; she was alone. She lost not only the boy that made her see life in a different way, but she also lost an old time friend. One of the few friends that she had that was a girl and not one of the soccer girls she knew.
". Tai…" she moaned, as her tears started to pour like rain; she missed him…but he didn't miss her, and she couldn't blame him! She gripped the small locket tighter with in her small hands, if she would have known he cared like she did; she would have never been with Matt.
A light knock on her bedroom door brought her gaze from the still white moon to an end, she turned slowly to the door. "…Mom, I need to be alone."
" Sora," she knew that voice, that calm soothing voice, that she pretend to adore all these months, " it's me."
She couldn't send him away, and loose the only bit of happiness that she could stir or feel with in her life, she couldn't send him away and not have him as a friend. " Come in," she spoke softly, as she quickly wiped at the corner of her eyes and stuffed the locket into her pocket.
" Your mom said you weren't doing good," he begun, " I know it's because of Tai leaving." Matt was so honest, so to the point, he was blunt, she could only nod, " I know how you feel about him." she closed her eyes for a moment, she never realized how she hurt Matt in the process.
She opened her eyes to see the door was close, and Matt was seated upon her bed, " I guess I was hoping…"
She stood waiting for him to speak again but he didn't, and when she was about to speak to clear the silence he begun again. " That you cared about me, I've been running, and hiding for so long…" he looked up at her through brown/blond bangs. " I care about, Mimi, the way you care about Tai," she pulled in a large breath of air as he said that.
She never knew, did that mean he was using her to? If so why hadn't he told her, Or did he at some point in their dating like her that way? She needed to know. " I confused my feelings for you, and I knew my feelings for Mimi were different. I just didn't know that different, was the way you were suppose to feel about a person when you are with them. I didn't realize that till she told me she loved me, till she told that her heart couldn't take it anymore…seeing you and me together. That she tired so hard to get me out of her mind and she couldn't. I lost her, it's to late; she left."
Sora gulped, and softly padded over to her bed and sat on it beside Matt giving him a pat on the knee trying to tell him it was okay. " I lost Mimi, " he sobbed, Sora bit down on her bottom lip, she herself was both confused and sad.
" Me too," she whispered, her cool breath caressed his cheek, slowly he extended his hand and brushed it against her cheek. She closed her eyes, but quickly reopened them as she felt soft lips against hers one's she had once felt before.
" Let's pretend," silence, " Let's pretend like we are the ones the other wants us to be; you -Mimi, and Me-Tai in your eyes."
Sora felt her heart break for Matt, " We can't, it won't be the same…it won't be fair to the other," she whispered.
" We'll make it fair," he pleaded.
She shook her head, " Mimi is gone, there is nothing we can do to make her come back, and pretending won't help. Matt," Words were forgotten as Matt fell into her arms crying, she rubbed his back softly, as she let her tears go as well. " Tai is gone…"
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Remember reviews make me write more. Also, in the next chapter Five years have past, and now Tai is returning…he even askes Mimi to come with him. =] ~ Memories, Flower Shop, and a Concert ~