Disclaimer: Naruto is not mine.
Warning: Because one reader reviewed that my former rate is not enough I raised it to M-even though there is nothing gore or sexual in the first few chapters. This a slow build romance folks, love takes time you know. Ha ha. Anyway just be patient with me with this story.
Pairings: You have to read first to find out because I'm inclined to change halfway most of the time and the characters highjacks the flow of the story sometimes. This also features all kinds of pairing there are like BL, het and yuri. So to those who don't like this kind of things, it is your privilege to not read and it will be appreciated if you will not flame me and my work.
Summary: I'm not good at this. In fact I'm terrible but here's a prologue and it pretty much hints what's going to happen.
Others: That's all... for now at least. Enjoy reading.
Prologue
"Hey, Kakashi-sensei! Please teach me a jutsu please...!" A certain loudmouth requested from a jounin who's got his nose buried in a familiar orange book. They just finished their team training sessions so she thought she would ask her sensei to teach her something else, like what he's teaching her other teammate.
"Maa, maa Naruto maybe some other time, I'm preoccupied at the moment." After saying that he walked away and kept on giggling and blushing like a maiden.
The loudmouth now named Naruto got annoyed and angry, because she can see that the only thing he's busy with is giggling and reading that book. So she followed the lazy jounin and pestered him for some training.
"But Kakashi-sensei the only thing you're busy is with that stupid book! And besides when Sasuke requested for training you immediately gave him one, then why can't I have one too?!"
The jounin stops reading for a while and look at his student for a second before going back to reading and continued to walk away from the training area. Naruto thought he won't answer and made to follow him again, when the jounin suddenly replied.
"You see Naruto he needs it and well..." He then trailed off looking for the right words to say but seeming to find none he just sighed and shook his head.
"And what?! What makes you think that I don't need it too? He's already strong and.. and..." she stopped shouting and looked at her feet.
The jounin heard her hesitation so he stopped again and looked back at Naruto, he noticed that she won't look up and keeps on looking down. The jounin wanted to know what she's got to say next coax her.
"And what Naruto?"
Naruto sighed then looks up to her teacher straight in the eyes. "I need it more than him, he's strong and I'm weak..." she looked down again having no strength to face the pity that she would surely see from his only visible eye.
Kakashi tucked his book away and hesitating to walk away but opted to face sideways and looks particularly nowhere.
"But you see he needs me... He got no one else to teach him the sharingan, but we'll see if I can make time for you next training, is that okay?"
After some time Naruto relented and just nodded. Kakashi seeing that Naruto seems to be emsatisfied/em said his goodbyes and reminded her to come tomorrow at 8 in the training grounds three in case she forgot and went on his way.
She just looked at his back and whispered the words that she would never say in front of him, or them, or anybody in fear that they would see her weakness and show her pity. She had enough of that from the past years she doesn't need it anymore. But her worse fear yet is even if they heard what her heart and mind are shouting they would just ignore her and never even bother, leaving her alone. Her, her overly bright smiles, false hopes and broken dreams are her only companions.
Naruto just laughed at herself. A laugh that would make you grimace because of the bitterness of it. She unclenched her fist and mull words inside her head. He always said that, how many times did she hear it? Tens, maybe even hundreds? She tried and she did give her all, but what did she get? She even changed herself for them but they wouldn't even notice. She laughed again and a tear escaped at the corner of her eye.
She thought... 'Well it never hurt to try one last time, but I'm tired, why even care? I just wish...'
Words were whispered into the blowing wind, forever to be lost never reaching the one it's dedicated for.
After more than a year of being AWOL I'm back! And with new name at that.
By the way this is a revised version. Someone reviewed that I suck in writing. Well I'm sorry I'm not that good in english but I try, as you can see. So here you go. (As much as I can revise with my measly knowledge in grammar and of the English language.)
MadPumpkin