He's Not Gay
Kim Jonghyun isn't gay. That much is obvious from the way he talks about her. And the way he looks at her puts married couples to shame. And as 'cute' as people
may think it to be, for me, it kinda sucks.
I knew from the moment I saw him, that I would end up falling hopelessly in love with him. Destined to a life of pointless emotions, and ignored feelings. Who knew I
was a psychic?
When I found out that we were to be in the same boyband, I literally cried tears of happiness. And as we became closer, I thought it was destined to be. We started
holding hands, and we'd flirt every now and then.
He was the person that I would think of when I was scared. The only one that could help me to sleep at night when insomnia would settle in. But I made the mistake
of going too far.
I kissed him. I didn't really mean to. It just sorta happened.
His stunned reaction was cute, so I smiled. Then I started chuckling. But his expression quickly changed. He ripped himself out of my embrace, and looked down at the
floor. His hands clenched and unclenched in anger. In a shaky voice, he said, "I'm sorry Kibum, I'm not gay." He then walked out of the room.
The next day, he announced that he was dating Shin Sekyung.
My heart shattered.
He began to ignore me, and smile that fake smile that everyone else seemed to believe. He thought that no one noticed when he snuck out at night to meet her. But
I sure as hell noticed.
I'd sit on the couch, crying until my eyes ached, hopelessly wishing that he'd come bursting through the door and apologize as he'd hold me tight. Oh please.
I ended up making another mistake, but luckily, the effect wasn't exactly as awful as the one before.
One night, I ended up staying up later than I should have. That night, I had been reminiscing about the times where the two of us held hands and laughed at
everything possible. I was holding an old photo of us, crying softly into the blanket that was wrapped around me. I was so caught up in my thoughts that I didn't even
hear the front door open. Nor did I realize that there was someone else in the room until I felt soft arms wrap around me and pull me to his chest. I dug my fingers into
his back, and sobbed into his shirt. He caressed my head softly, and quietly said, "I'm sorry Key." I pulled back a little and mumbled a lame, "For what?" He smiled and
grabbed my chin, pulling our lips together for a sweet kiss. "For not being able to do that." He replied. I was in complete shock. "But I thought you said you weren't
gay…" he put a hand on either side of my face, and whispered, "I'm not gay, I'm in love."
Author's Note: Alright, so I wrote this on my phone. And let me explain a little bit. When Key kissed him, Jonghyun thought he was laughing at him because he was toying with his emotions. Which was the complete opposite of how Key felt apparently D; Sekyung was just helping Jonghyun to get over Key, or to at least not get hurt by him. Jjong never loved Sekyung, and at night, he would go to a nearby park and swing, and sometimes sing. When he saw Kibum crying on the couch, he just had this gut feeling that it was his fault. Well thatand he couldn't exactly hold himself back anymore. Hed also fallen in love with Key at first sight. And yeah c: man I love this couple. Trolol and FT Island's JongKi :'D Okay and uh this might have a lot of mistakes or be jumbled together. Sorry. It was a spur of the moment thing o: G'night! :D