I fell in love by accident. I didnt mean to do it, in fact I purposely avoided it because i felt love before ( or atleast i thought i did ) and I didnt want anymore of it. I thought I was in control of what was happening. I thought i felt no more than a simple crush for this boy. And thats when it started. I would blame the symptoms on everything but love. Every time I got butterflies I blamed it on something I ate. When my heart sped up when he texted I swear to myself the sound scared me. then out of nowhere we were texting everyday. And going to the cliff and just looking at the view just laughing and giggling.
He was different. He saw through my hard exterior or my " tough girl" act as he called it ( which earned him a couple punches ) . He saw the girl who I was before sam. He brought her out of me. The girl who smiles. The girl who cares about what she looks like. The girl who falls asleep with a smile rather than tears. The girls who's happy.
And trust me if I knew she was coming back I would've shut her out. But I was in denial. I didn't even catch on to what I was falling into. I was legitimately the last to know. When i phased to go on my morning run i heard snickering from Seth and Jacob. " Leah's got a boyfriend " they childishly sung in unison literally barking with laughter. And as impossible as it sounds even in wolf form I was blushing. I ran back home and phased back and dressed as quickly as possible.
I jumped on my bed and pulled my knees and tucked in my head. What was i thinking? I can't fall in love. How could i be so stupid? I could never and I mean NEVER go through what happened with Sam again. On one hand he wasn't even a wolf but i've had my fair share of human boys to know they're not that much better. Worse if you ask me.
But this guy, he's perfect. Wellllll, close to perfect. Just one innie ,winnie, minor catastrophic issue. He's not human. He's the one thing that I'm supposed to hate with all my heart. He's a bloodsucker welllll half . I mean leah! In love with a vampire! ughhh half vampire. Nobody knows but me. As for the boys , they just assume he's just a regular kid from La push.
Some how , some way i fell for him. How did this even happen?
Wellll. Its a long story.