I feel guilty of the death of everyone I once knew. Lee, Kenny, Duck, Katjaa, Ben, Omid, Christa. I'm not quite sure if she is really dead but I just figured that she was. But as I was saying, I felt guilty that they risked their lives to try and save me. And after those people attacked me and Christa, I knew I was better off alone then with a group. I just all of this to be a bad dream, that I was at home with my parents, ready to graduate. But no, this shit had to happen! Everyone I care about dies, and I can't stop it. But if I won't join a group, nobody else will die, right?
I just want to be alone, I just want to have everyone I care about back. So if you could blame anyone for their murders, their deaths, blame me. Lee, Kenny, Ben, Omid, and Christa tried to save me, only Omid and Christa surviving. When Duck and Katjaa died, I knew I should've helped Duck from getting bit at the motel, and I wanted to save him, but he didn't want to be saved. He said it was his time but Kenny and Katjaa didn't believe it.
Everyone I love is dead. Don't blame the walkers, don't blame the living, blame me. Don't tell me I'm wrong, dear readers, because you know I'm right. I just hope I don't run into any more people and get them killed to.
