One shot maybe...
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I never seem to know what to say anymore, I spend most days lost in my own world thinking about the thing that consumes me and glitters my unbeating heart with a flutter every once and a while, when I see him the switch changes I'm whole, the pain goes away, each and every person I love stolen from me in one way or another.
I remember the way it used to be and the first day I saw him, the first day I loved him.
The first time I saw him; my eyes met his as I descended from the carriage, Emily before me, I meant his star dazzled eyes and he smiled coming to kiss my hand and introduce himself.
The first time I loved him; His eyes locked with mine as he kissed me and I broke apart, him telling me he had never met or loved a woman quite like me.
The day I saw him die for me; He and the other ran to save me when I didn't want to be saved, but he died for me.
The way I felt when I realised he loved another; his longing gaze at her, the way her eyes flittered to him the way she consumed him like he consumed me.
I have seen the death of my mother, my sister, my father and I have loved unconditionally the child that was taken from me, but he took it away, he was an antidote to my pain, the fire in my soul.
The last time I saw him he still loved her, I was forgotten, I was remembered for whom I pretend to be, and even my words to him didn't change his mind about her.
I am past, she is present.
But who is future?
I remember the last words I told him
"I love you Stefan"