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| Gundam Wing doesn't belong 2 me in any way shape or form k? Are we clear? If not then u've just got problems that are slowly becoming issues. The guy in this book named Riuko, he looks EXACTLY like juunana-gou or #17 from DBZ ok? I also don't own Wash, Kagato, or Risika k? New: I'm going to continue the sory by going on were I left of k? With anyone's got a prb with that review got it? The Bloody Secret They all thought I was just the pathetic peace princess. That I couldn't go to the bathroom without supervision. Even him. Heero. How can you think such things. They didn't know the truth. And I'll take the truth to the grave if I have to. They never know. They can't know. I won't let them know. If they did I would repeat the hell I went through so many years ago. I couldn't take them looking at me like all the others I've hurt have. Such hatred, repulsion. At the time I couldn't give less a damn. At the time we couldn't give less a damn. Him, my partner in my bloodshed and destruction. He was my partner in every way possible. My friend, my lover, my equal, my partner. Riuko was his name. Chin length black hair, slited eyes blue eyes, and pale complection, all deadly. We bled together, we cried together, we were created together. We believed we were created for eachother. Which was technically true. But to us it had a deeper meaning. Apart we were muderers. Together we were destroyers. Yet one thing about him stood out in my mind. His red bandana. He always wore it around his neck. A blood red bandana which he only took off during our love making. He said it was soaked with the blood of his victims. He never let me touch it. I guess I should start the story before I get into that. Fade in I was now 18 years old. It had been two years since the Marimeia conquest. Trowa had gone back to the circus and the rest of the gundam pilots became preventers.My own personal body guards. I needed no protection from them or anybody else. I was in school now quietly listening to my chemistry teacher. My appearence was no longer that of a fifteen year old child. I had grown tall and slim. Yet my curves had deepened quite a bit. I no longer had the wide eyed innocense of a child. Instead my eyes had tilted upwards slightly giving them a catlike look. My once waist length sandy blond hair was now past my kneese. In my growth spurt I had lost all my baby fat. My emerald eyes watch the teacher as he demonstrated a situation with rapid hand movement that annoyed me. Heh funny, had this happened three hundred years earlier I would have killed him on the spot. I flinch as I feel a primal pleasure sweep through my body. Involuntary images of his blood streaming down my hands, his chilling scream and cries begging me to have mercy. A sadistic smile spreading over my lips as I plung the energy beam into his neck. Laughing. I would laugh at his fear of death and Riuko would smirk and chuckle as he looked for his own victim to torcher. It was a longing. A primal longing. To destroy. To hurt. To kill both physically and emotionally. A longing that I had to fight. A fight that has been going on for one hundred years. I grab my head in attempt to push those images away and fight the disire. The gundam pilots have noticed. They begin to stare at me with their piercing gaze. Turn away! Stop looking at me! I clench my eyes shut. Dear god the desire had never been this strong! I wait for the damn bell to bring me to freedom. After a minute or two of waiting it finally does and I dash out of there like the hounds of war are on my heels. I make it outside and slump against the school to drain those thoughts. The pilots have soon found me. Duo reaches his hand out to touch me but I pull away. No contact. No flesh. It would only increase the desire which was turning into pain. "Hey leeny you ok?"The braided one asks. I hate that name. It lables innocense that I don't have. "I'm fine Duo please leave, you aren't helping."I state glaring at him. He doesn't seem to take the hint. Duo crouches to my level and stares at me. "Sorry little Leeny but Shinigami never takes no for an answer, you can ask all the dates I've had." He jokes winking at me. I stare at his neck pulse with desire. I think Heero notices, what with his enhanced senses and all, but I don't care. Duo's hand is on my neck. "You don't even know what a Shinigami is..........." I Moaned carressing his hand with my neck. They all stare at me in shock obviously never hearing me talk in that kind of voice. Through there shock I could tell they were aroused and curious. The bloodlust is taking over. It has never been this strong! What in the hell is going on! I slam my back against the brick wall tilting my head upwards and clenching my eyes shut. My hands make fists out of the grass around me. My breath becomes a pant to try to stop from hurting anyone. No one knows what to say to me now. They had never seen me in this state before. Only Duo seems to have the courage to get closer to me. He always was an idiot. The passion is taking over and I can feel myself become violent. He's so close. So very close. "Relena?" He askes in a slightly husky voice. My head snaps back down to face him. I bloodlust takes over for a minute. I snatch his braid and yank him into a short but unbearably passionate french kiss, no slow toung demanding acess, I want what I want now. Everybody's to shocked to do anything as I dig my nails into his neck to draw up blood. I felt his arousle press against my thigh, as he tries to kiss back, but I'm far to agressive for him to even try. Suddenly a voice entered my mind.'Do u have any idea what your kissing?!' My eyes shoot open as I shove him to the ground with a strength that I haven't used in eighteen years. I dash out of, jump the fence and run down the sidewalk. Sure that they're not following me I sigh and stop running and start a slight walk. I shake my head, my desire quieting and mocking me at the same time. This had only happened when I was around Riuko and then I didn't fight it so it didn't hurt. But I hadn't seen Riuko in two hundred years. Our telepathic connection had been lost when the gems were extracted from my wrists. He couldn't know where I am..............could he? I sigh and begin the long walk home to my mansion. I feel someone approach me. I slowly begin to power walk untill I feel a hand on my shoulder. "Take.It.Off.Or.I'll.Brake.It.Off."I growl to my intruder. I immediately know who it is. "I doubt you'd be capable of that."Heero's monotone voice stated. He's right, I would't be capable of that, just not for the reason's he's thinking. For the next hour or so, whatever it took for me to get to my mansion and him to walk me to my room we said nothing. When he spoke for the third time since her touched my shoulder. "Whats wrong with you?"Funny, he almost sounded concerned. "Nothing. Leave." I stated simply. "You don't put any part of your body on that unless god himself threatens to blow up the world." He stated referring to Duo. "Then I guess you can thank me for saving the world."My own voice going monotone. Heero latches on to my shoulders and glares at me in the eye. He had never experienced rebellion or coldness from me of any sort before, so I guess this must be quite the change for him. "You will tell me Relena. That wasn't you back there." He said his face only centimeters from my own. What I did next wouldn't have surprised me two hundred years ago, but now I almost regretted it. I kneed him in his groin, ducked and swept my leg out from under him making him fall to the ground. I have no doubt that he would've prevented me from doing so if he hadn't underestimated me so grately. I stood and brushed myself off. I smirked at him and the next words I said even chilled me to the bone. "I tell you this young Heero, and I will not repeat myself. Never underestimate me." I then walked into my room leaving him now bent over in pain as he tried to hide it. Normally I would have made myself miserable knowing I had hurt him, but I had felt pleasure in hurting him. I low chuckle escaped my lips. I was shortly lived as I heard clapping. My green eyes darted over to my large bed to where the sound was coming from. My eyes widened as I saw who it was. Riuko. My eyes narrowed and sent him a deathglare that would make satan himself cringe. He was still clapping and silently mocking me. I looked toward the nightstand were I kept my deadly gems in a locked safe and wondered if it was worth uniting with them just to kick his sorry ass. A deep chuckle escaped his lips as he clapped on. "So Risika I see you haven't changes much." I cringed as he called me by my real name. I hated being reminded of what I really was. I turned my head away, unable to look at the anger and betrayle in his eyes. "What do you want from me Riuko?" He stared at me as if contemplating what I was really asking. "You left." It was a simple statement from him. Yet it meant so much. Flash back You are in a dark lab. It looks like Dr.J's. A tall women with spikey pink hair is standing next to Riuko staring at something. It is a women in a tank filled with a blue liquid. Her long sandy blond hair flows about her and her green eyes are closed. She is were nothing but what looks like a strapless black spandex bra and a matching panty set. "How could she do this to me?"The pink haired women said. "Washu I'm sure she didn't even think of you. It was that boy that made her do this." Riuko stated with anger in his eyes. "She has no energy left. I'll have to rearange her masscells back to her childlike state for her to heal properly. I have to go back to square one." Riuko took his eyes of the beautiful girl in the tank to look at Washu. "She was my daughter damn it! Didn't that even cross her mind when she killed her self!" Washu screamed. "She's not your own, Washu. She's just a little weapon for our use. Don't think of her as any different." Their heads snapped toward the sound of the voice. "Leave me Kagato! You do not belong here now!"Washu screeched at him. "hmph! Trying to kill herself because her love chose another. Washu I thought They were created without feelings!"Kagato scolded. "The heart needs what it needs. It wasn't her faulnt. Don't blame her Kagato." Washu spoke in a quiet voice now. "It would be easier to led her disintergrate and creat another android." His voice had no feeling. "NO! I mean, it would be a waste. If I were to create another it would not be as strong as her." Washu hoped that would be enough of an excuse for Kagato. He simply nodded and left. "I have extracted the gems from her wrist so the masscells can recreate themselves.I created her with powers to protect her from any harm. So nothing could hurt her. I guess nothing could keep her from heart ache could it Riuko?" Washu turned to the male android as he looked away from his healing counter part and away from washu."I wouldn't know anything about that, Washu."He whispered. "Wouldn't you?" Washu gave him one last questiong glance before leaving him with his partner. Riuko stared at his beautiful equal. His own reflection staring back at him. He placed his hand on the glace were her hand was floating. "Why Sika-chan? How could you not even think of me when you took the own beam to your neck? I'll protect you Risika. You said you would stay by my side as long as I needed you." He watched as her body detearierated back down to a child's body. A lone tear swept across his cheek as he stayed by her side. End Flashback "I see you've also taken another name. Relena. Wasn't that the name of the bitch that stole your love away?" Riuko questioned. I stared at the ground with my fists clenched at my side. How dare he mention him! "Please Riuko, you've never hurt me before don't start now." A Silence passed over the room and I finaly gained the courage to look at him. He was laying crosslegged on my bed with his hand behind his hand and staring at me. I stare back. Once we were so comfortable with eachother it seemed as if we were one body. I think he feels it too. He turnes his gaze away and begins to through two small objects up and down in his hand. I squint my eyes to see what they are. MY GEMS! I rush to my nightstand praying to prove my thoughts wrong. "It would be useless to look. I took them."He said his voice emotionless. Just like it was before he killed his victim. Still I had no fear of him. "Give them here." I demanded. He lazily lifted his gaze to me. That just got me angry. "Gems or no gems I can still kick your happy ass from here to timbuckto and I demand respect!!" I now had his bandana in my hand and yanked his face upward toward mine. Riuko seemed a bit surprised at first but he stopped underestimating me. "Other thatn a tad bit more formal you haven't really changed." He said with a smirk. I released his bandana and observed him for any changes to his appearence that he had made. He wore a black tanktop with dark navy,slightly baggy, jeans. I smirked as I caught site of his ear. He still wore a little gold earing in it. Riuko looked like a normal badass teen. Who'd of thought that we were the ones responsible for the destruction of the first space colony. "Why did you leave?" It was a simple question, but the answer was the reason I'm the way I am today. "It wasn't my fauln't and you now it!" Flash back Sodiers from the Sanq Kingdom invaded the lab destroying everything in sight.The lab has fire to it. The girl that was once in the tank is now a baby in the tank. Washu, Kagato, or Riuko are in sight. A metal beam fall on to the tank smashing it. The baby falls out but doesn't cry. A soldier runs to her and picks her up as he carries her out. He runs to the top of the hill and watches the destruction of the lab from above. He glances down at the child in his arms. "Experimenting on babies! Have they no shame." The child continues to stare at the burning lab. The fire reflects in her eyes. The soldier gently tickles her under her chin and smiles. This gains her attention and she giggles as she latches onto his fingure. "So little one what is your name?" He asked not expecting an answer. The baby stops playing with his finger and stares at him. Name? What was a name? She didn't rember anything. A word suddenly came to her mid. "Relena!" She squealed in delight. The soldier gasped and stared at her as she continued to repat the name over and over again like a mantra. "You beling in the palace with her highness, I'm sure the queen of the Sanq Kingdom will take you in." He smiled warmly as the child just stared at him slightly confused. He got up and made his way to a helecopter to go to the sanq Kingdom. As the helecopter flies away the baby stares down at her burning home. The fire still reflecting in her eyes. End Flash back "I didn't gain back my memories untill I was thirteen. Those people tought me feelings, and I had killed innocent people just like them. Its my time for redemption Riuko." I stated. He simply scoffed at me. "Redemption? How do intend to make up for two hundred years of destruction in just a few years?" He tilted his head to the side in mockery. "I have eternity to make up for..........." I trailed off realizing what he was saying. I couldn't age. What would happen when they saw that their seventy year old princess looked like a eighteen year old young woman. I only had untill I was thirty maybe forty untill they would become suspicious. That damn chuckle of his started up again. "Why do you need redemption anyway? Your not going to die so your not going anywhere? And say you do get this so called redemption of yours? What will you do next? Give in to the hunger I know you feel now?" The damned bastard was mocking me. He couldn't be right! He just couldn't! "You will never stand before god for your judgment so whats the point?" What was the point. "I don't want to hurt people any more." I whispered. "I felt hurt just like them Riuko!! I felt my heart litteraly shartter in two when Cusho chose Relena over me!! It was like every thing I have ever done ment nothing anymore!! Thats why I chose to take her name! The last thing I would ever steal from anybody! She was perfect , She was everything I wanted to be! So I chose her for my redemption." I whispered the last part. "How can you still love him after he tried to kill you?" "Was just avenging his beloved."I whispered . "Ah yes you killed her and her little brat child didn't you?" "It was an accident. I was just trying to protect them." "I believe you tried to tell him the same thing after he attacked you." I said nothing. "He lived loving you as a friend and died hating you as the devil." He was right. I turned my head away. "Just tell me what you want and get on with it."I demanded. "I want many things Sika-chan, I want my partner back, I want you to forget about Cusho, but if you want the reason I am here it is because I need your help." I burst out laughing as he said that. "My help!You need my help! You haver never swollowed your pride enough to ask anyone for help, why now?" He glared at me but continued his explanation. "Kagato has taken over. You've been gone to long. He has buitl some sort of device that controls the gems in our wrists-" "The gems in your wrists." I corrected. "Fine the gems in my wrists. Washu doesn't have the power to stop him and I can't do this alone. I was designed with enhanced strength to hold soldiers off while you did the technical stuff. So basically the broze needs his brains back." He said simply. "Your asking me to unite with the gems aren't you?" I don't know why I asked, I already knew the answer. Riuko nodded and tossed the gems to me. I snorted and let them drop to the floor. "Well?" He was getting annoyed I could tell. "Number one: If I put those gems back Kagato will be able to control and you aren't even positive that both of us together can stop him. Number two: I won't let the people I love find out about this. I'm happy and refuse to take such a stupid risk." I narrowed my eyes at him. He layed there and smirked at me. "I do believe you're leaving one part out of that little speech Sika-chan." I snorted. "And that would be....." "What they would do once they found out." I raised an eyebrow at the bluntness of the statement. "How could anyone love someone, ahem excuse me, something that is responsible for killing so many innocense? And that scares you." I rolled my eyes at him in fake scoff. "Doesn't it suck being wrong all the time Riu?"I asked."I wouldn't know. But in this case I'm not wrong." I knew he was right but I'd burn in hell before I'd stroke that ego of his. "What do you need from me?" "I don't know yet, I don't have enough info on the problem at hand yet, why? Are you going to do it?" He asked slyly. "Why the hell should I?" I noticed his face had softened some what. "I miss knowing what your feeling Sika-chan. I miss being able to hear you in my head comforting be during battle. I miss being one with you. And I know you miss it too. It feels lonely, like you gone blind yet you can see perfectly." So he did still care. I suppose some things can't change. I nodded my head. It was true. I missed never being alone. Never second guessing yourself, because you knew your other half was going through it too. Riuko got off the bed and started toward me. He bent down and picked up the gems. When he stood up he handed them to me. "I will get my partner back Risika, one way or another." He stated as he turned around and started toward the window. "Don't make threats you can't back up Riu." He had one foot on the window sil preparing to go out the way he came. He turned toward me and with just a few words he threatened my life without even touching me. "If you don't show them what you are. I'll tell them myself." My eyes widened in shock, knowing that he would back that threat up. "NO! Please Riu! You can't do this! I know you can't! Don't tell them I can't handle going through the past all over again." I pleaded. His ice blue eyes stared into my emerald ones. At that moment I could see everything. His torture, his pain, his longing for me to come home, his love, but most importantly. I saw myself. I didn't even need our connection anymore. Suddenly his hand shot out and wrapped itself around the back of my head and brout me within millimeters of his own face. "I give you time Risika.She ador mi Gatito pequeno." With that he kissed me and left the way he had came. What he had said was a mixture of spanish and french. I didn't even knew he knew those languages. What was I going to do. I looked at the gems in my hand. They glowed with excitment, pleading to go back into their misstress once more. If I did this it would be the end of my redemption. I could barely fight the blood thirst now let alond with the power inside me. I would go back to being a killer. A tiger stalking thw world as its prey. I would see through my eyes once more. I remember it though. I saw everything especially humans as incignificants. Little toys that I like to play with. I balled the gems into my fist and clenched my eyes shut. I held my past in my hands. I held blood in my hands. I could destroy this world and I propbably would. 'How can you pay for redemption Risika?' There's so mcuh blood. The price is so high......' My eyes shot open and I dropped the gems. Riuko's voice. I had heard it. Very faintly put It was there. The gems made contact with me that muct be why. What he said got to me. The price is so high. A single tear travled down my cheek. How could I go to heaven if so many people hated me there? Does god himself hate me? What is my price? I collapsed to my kneese not knowing what to do. This would be my last night seen as a human and not a monster. Either way the people I love would see the monster rear its ugly head. Is that my price? 'The price is so high' 2bc Ok first I gotta make my thank u list because I would be the ultrab*tch if I didn't. 1:Thanks yardat sama I know its sorta wierd but it just popped into my head. 2: thank u : ) I love that review and I got the next chap so its not necessary 2 send me the virus, but I gotta few Flamer fans I know u could send it to. 3:Thanks Asn Princess yeah u were right Riuko was on the bed . Cool call on your part! 4:Mandy thanks for the review I'm glad u think u like my story I hope u like this chap. 5:Thanks Frost for the original comment I think so to! : ) 6:I'm soo honored that u like this story Mika Maxwell! You are one of my fave authors! 7: Thanks Shinigami's tenshi that was sweet. 8: Rei Tamishii This chap is your u hope u like it : ) 9: Don't worry Meiun I didn't leave u hangging! Although I think I could have done better on this chap. 10:MIRGONUS CONGRATULATIONS U HAVE JUST WON A MILLION DOLLLERS!! Well not really but I hope another chapter is just as good. 11:Nooknak: I know! why don't people make relena strong in any of there stories? 12: Don't Ask: I didn't mean for her 2 kick Heero's butt as bad as she did but it came out pretty cool don't ya think! 13: I'm not THAT much of an evil author Little mew2. I'm probably and evil sadistic b*tch in person though. Not really, thats just what Ally calls me and she's just mad because I threatened a little kid at daycare who was hitting my little brother. | ||
