A/N: Just want to say that my main language isn't English so forgive me if there's any mistakes

This is a little something that I wrote about that moviecation night when they almost kiss, this are Beca's thoughts about that incident

Desclaimer: I don't own any of PP characters, they belong to Universal Pictures

She couldn't stop thinking about it, they were just inches away and then she pull him, again just like every single time someone tries to be next to her. Every time he wants to be by her side.

The next day when they were at the station, he didn't try to speak to her, make her laugh or even quote stupid movie lines, just like he always did. He left the station as soon as he could with a simply "See you around"

When she think about it, she wonders what could have happened if she let herself go down to that road.

It's obvious, like, for everyone that they are attracted to each other

(And as much as she tries to deny to herself she has a toner for him, not that she is going to act on it, or said it out loud)

And even if she gives them a try, it wouldn't least long, first of all, love doesn't really exist and second of all, and she is only going to be in Barden for a year. Just don't worth it.

(She wouldn't admit either that she begin to like to be a Bella, or how she is beginning to love those girls)

She would like to undo all that shit, all that awkwardness because she really thinks that he is a good friend, maybe a movie-nerd but that's okay with her, despite her harsh attitude towards him.

It has been a week since the movie-cation incident and she can't let it go, a part of her regret doing it, and the other one… also regret it.

Fuck!

She really wants to kiss that nerd ¿What the hell is wrong with her? For God's sake she has never been that kind of girl, in fact, now is the kind of girl that she hates.

(Those ones who are head over heels for a stupid guy)

And now she is one of them, but that same day when she almost go for him, just to tell him everything, how she feel about that almost kiss and how sorry she felt for turning him down when she found something in her backpack

Juice pouches, of grape. They are her favorites; she didn't even remember telling him.

She takes a deep breath

And later on, at the station, there he is, making jokes, with a grin on his face, quoting stupid movie lines. He is such a nerd

Her Nerd

Even if she wasn't ready to said it out loud

Thanks for reading it, and don't forget to write a review if you like it. I really need to know how I did it because it is my first English fic