I write to you, tore apart and lonely. I know that he and I would never be together, but does it have to end like this?
My heart sinks with every word; tears are rolling down my cheeks, never stopping (I'm sorry if this letter is hard to read). I loved him with all my love. But he will never know that, so yes, this is the only way.
How did this happen? How did the goody-two-shoes Griffyendor fall in love with someone so evil? I truly don't know. The real question is how does one fall in love?
I'm so jealous of every girl he dates. When he went out with Lavender, I was heartbroken. I'm even envious of the girls he smiles at, talks to, even looks at! I know that he would never look at me that way, never speak and calm, soft words. I know that he hates to look at me, and when he does, it's only to throw rude comments at me. He never smiles, only does that slightly sexy smirk.
It's almost a wonder how he doesn't notice. Doesn't he see that I blush and stare a lot? Or even that I've stopped insulting him. I'm surprised that not even you noticed.
I even dream about him. There is one where we were married and have children. God, those kids were beautiful. Naturally they had their father's looks.
One dream that keeps coming back to me is quite embarrassing if you think about it. I won't share it with you, but to tell you the truth, I'm not ashamed. I think of sex as a very intimate gesture. However, I know that will never happen between us.
You are probably wondering who is this boy, actually man, that keeps me locked up into the world of tears. If you closely one day, you would know. However, who wants to gaze at me all day, I'm just an ugly, lonely, geek in the world.
You must realize, Ginny Wealsey, that the only way to be with him is to dream forever. So I'm never going to wake up again. Then and there, I can be with him, Draco Malfoy.
I'll miss you,
Hermione Granger
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