THIS IS AN AU!
Summary: Emily. Shy, quiet but willing to fit in. It seems her attempts lead her beyond the conventional drugs and a heated moment with Naomi but one she had never expected to have if she were to ever have one at all. While there are consequences to all actions, Emily wonders if hers will be good or bad.
Emily's eyes looked over the party both to pretend she was looking for someone and was therefore not standing in the corner purely from her lack of friends but was also trying to look for the exit. She remembered distinctly walking into the house party but, for some odd reason, could not remember where the door had been. It seemed ridiculous as houses usually followed a simple and conventional layout but this was no ordinary house. It was huge, so big that Emily wondered if they were still in the Bristol area but according to her sister Katie, they definitely were. She sighed and gave up looking over the heads of people – she was far too small. She pushed passed the people in front of her and emerged in what looked like the kitchen area, but so had the room she had just been in. No familiar faces stuck out and while the amount of faces that could be considered familiar to her were minimal, she had expected at least one person she could maybe go over to and share a conversation. She bit her lip when she noticed in the far corner what looked like Cook and decided to take her chances on. She wandered over, pushing aside the happy and giddy people in her way and was somewhat relieved when the messy brown haired boy gave her a toothy grin.
"Just in time Ems!" He shouted.
She took the seat opposite him and glanced down at the coffee table in front and grinded her teeth when she noticed the small collection of drugs.
Soon enough, herself and Cook were joined by the rest of the group of college people that Emily would consider her friends. JJ, an awkward boy, gave Emily a small smile who returned the gesture. Katie on the other hand gave her a smirk that was neither a warm greeting or a mean one, it was just Katie's way of greeting her. The others, Effy, Freddie, Thomas and Pandora took various seats on the three available sofas' that were arranged in a sort of triangle fashion. While she knew JJ would not take part in the more than usual drug taking antics of the group, she still felt pressure to do something. If it wasn't because of Katie's taunts, it was because of her own desire to be accepted and not just necessarily the people surrounding her at this very moment but by everyone. If being a rebellious teenager meant that her parents would accept her like they did Katie, if being a slut meant more admirers, if drugs meant fun then she wanted it all.
Her eyes drifted from person to person. She watched as her own sister indulged in the act, watching as Effy smirked at Cook and then at Freddie as she did it herself, watched as both boys followed and even the ever so innocent Pandora took her turn. Suddenly something shook her from her gaze as Cook bellowed out to someone behind her.
"Naoms! Come join us!"
Emily turned quickly and saw the tall blonde girl she had seen numerous times around college. Naomi's eyes trailed away from Cook's and looked to Emily with a smirk on her face. She said nothing but her presence was crushing Emily and she didn't know why. No matter how many lessons they had shared over the past two years and no matter how many times they would see each other at parties, neither spoke to each other and there had never once been a problem with that. Right now though, Emily felt she should speak.
"Join you in what?" Naomi finally spoke and her smirk had dropped as she glanced around the faces of the group. Some were looking at her back; others were in their own world by now. She raised her eyebrows in particular at Pandora who had begun to sway in time with the music.
A person Emily hadn't expected to speak was Effy, but she did. "I didn't expect to see you here."
Emily looked between the two and noticed a knowing look, followed by a smirk that made the red head shiver. She disregarded the looks and looked back to Naomi, noticing that her hair had grown considerably since she last remembered. It was to her shoulders now and she had embraced the natural waves that her hair had.
"Come on babe, you know you want to."
Naomi raised both eyebrows and shook her head slowly. "I don't but thanks anyway."
She walked away instantly after. Emily, from where she was sitting, could see her head up the stairs of the house. Swallowing the lump in her throat she rose from her place on the sofa. She noticed Katie had already left the group which she was thankful about, she hadn't wanted to be questioned, but it was apparent that she should have been more cautious of Effy. The brunette gave her a questioning look before narrowing her eyes and glancing in the direction the blonde had just left in. Effy looked back to Cook and leaned, in kissing him roughly and messily. Although the looks had only lasted a few seconds, Emily had noticed them all. She nearly lowered herself back down to the sofa, especially when she saw Effy glance at her from the corner of her eye as she continued to kiss Cook. She didn't though and left the triangle of sofas, quickly making her way out of Effy's eyeline. She didn't know why Effy was looking at her anyway, it wasn't like she was going to follow Naomi. That hadn't been her intention. Why had she gotten up? She saw a bottle of vodka on the counter in the kitchen and took it. Taking one large swig from it, she made her way up the stairs. It was about halfway up that she cringed from the bitter taste and coughed. She looked at the bottle as if it would make a difference to its taste and then placed it on a step towards the top of staircase – she was already drunk enough she thought.
When she reached the top of the stairs she noticed that it was not as large as downstairs had appeared. While it had the same amount of space, the hall was long and thin with several doors leading to different rooms. She licked her lips as she stepped over a sleeping person who was sprawled in the middle of the hall. She told herself not to wonder which room Naomi had gone into and simply turned into the bathroom. Her eyebrows raised as she noticed yet another unconscious body, this time belonging to a girl, who was sleeping awkwardly between the bath and toilet. None the less, Emily closed the door and pulled her knickers down, sitting on the toilet. She justified this for many reasons: she needed the toilet, the girl probably wouldn't wake up from her weeing if she wasn't waking up from the booming music and she had nowhere else to go. She kept her eyes anywhere but the sleeping girl, mainly keeping them on the ceiling or admiring the tile works on the walls.
Once she had done, she pulled her knickers up and washed her hands. She looked in the mirror and brushed her hair away from her face. She sighed and turned to the door, unlocking it and leaving it, making sure to close it as quietly as possible for the sleeping girl. Her eyes shot up from the door handle as she heard a noise from the end of the hall. Brown eyes met blue as she recognised Naomi in a deep kiss with a girl who was forcing the blonde against the wall. Despite another person's lips on her own, Naomi still managed a smirk at Emily. The pretty brunette who Naomi was kissing began to pull her into the room opposite and while Emily could do nothing but watch, she was shocked when Naomi gestured for her to follow. She couldn't stop herself, she couldn't stop her legs carrying her down the hall and all hopes of turning back were destroyed as the blonde's eyes lit up and her smirk grew. She disappeared in the room and still Emily didn't stop walking towards the room. What am I doing? I must be drunk.
She stopped at the edge of the door and licked her lips. She took a deep breath and tried hard to walk in confidently, try and seem like she did this all the time.
"Close the door behind you," a voice mumbled. She didn't recognise it as Naomi's and it suddenly dawned on her that there was another person. She closed the door but remained in place by it, watching Naomi and the girl on the bed. The dim lighting in the room made her feel even more under pressure, unsure what to do, confused. Naomi pulled away from the girls' lips and moved to her neck before giving some time to look over at Emily and smile. She raised her hand and indicated for the red head to come over to the bed and once she was in arms reach, Naomi pulled Emily to behind the girl and averted her lips from the crook of the brunette's neck to Emily's. The red head couldn't help but gasp from the contact. Naomi's slender hand pulled Emily by the back of her neck closer to her lips. Emily craved for her lips to be on Naomi's but she remained where she was with her head tilted back both because she didn't want to seem eager and because it was obvious Naomi was dominant. Her hand from the back of Emily's neck tugged at the top of her shirt and with the help of the red head, it was pulled and put aside.
She didn't have to wait much longer for Naomi's lips on hers as the blonde drew back from her neck, smirked and leant in to her lips. She lingered, hovering teasingly close. Her eyes were locked onto Emily's and from the corner of the red heads eyes, she could see the brunette girl sucking on Naomi's neck but she didn't seem to respond to it. Emily felt special that she had Naomi's full attention but began to panic as no move was made by the blonde. Did she want Emily to make the move? Hesitantly, Emily closed the gap and an explosion of ecstasy ran through her body. She became hungry and sought for more from the blonde, leaning deeper and pushing herself closer to the brunette that separated herself from Naomi. Emily had never felt like this. She was gay, she always knew that, but never had she wanted a girl, anyone in fact, so much. Naomi trailed her hand away from Emily's neck and slowly moved across the brunette's hips before, without a second thought, sliding up the girls legs. At first, Emily was unaware of what was going on but the moan that erupted from the brunette's mouth told her the situation had gone further than she expected. Her eyes widened and from beyond the girl's shoulders she saw Naomi watching her. Just do something. Just do anything. She couldn't seem stupid to Naomi, she couldn't make a fool of herself, she needed to do something. But her body failed to. The vodka wore off, the confidence she had gained disappeared and all that was left in the room was Emily. She bit her lip and pushed herself off the bed, quickly pulling on her top. She swallowed the lump in her throat but couldn't draw her eyes away from the scene on the bed.
"I- Uhm- I've got to go."
Naomi looked at her, smirked and nodded. The brunette made no gesture to Emily and she half wondered if she even remembered she had been there. The moans grew louder and Emily left. She shut the door quickly and rested her back against it, her face red with heat. Her breathing sped up but she attempted to calm it and it was only when she heard a scream from the room that she half ran down the hall and ran even faster down the stairs. It was only then that she remembered where the front door was and quickly exited it. The cold air hit her face but it didn't stop the red tint of embarrassment on her face.
She knew that what had just happened wouldn't just disappear, let alone her odd feelings for Naomi that had developed in mere minutes. Shit, she mumbled to herself. Shit, shit, shit.
So this is a different fic to my other story, obviously. I will be doing both, but I just had this saved on my computer for a while and I liked it and since I'm cleaning my laptop of things I thought I'd best upload it before I lose it.
Hope you like anyway. R&R if you can :D
Also, I do not have a beta and therefore depends on you, as the readers, to help me with errors, yes? If you spot something like a spelling error or grammatical error please tell me! This goes for both stories I have! :)