A/N: I hope you guys like this. I went over it like five times, trying to edit it. (: Check out the song: Black and Gold by Sam Sparro. Really good song. (:

Disclaimer: I do not own any familiar characters from The Outsiders.

Warning: Heavy make-out scenes. Heavy drinking and partying. Adult language. Adult-ish scenes. What do you expect from Dallas Winston?


Prologue

She had to prove it to him. She didn't deserve him. She wasn't worthy enough to be with him. He had even told her this. It had broken her heart but she thought, if this is what he wants, then I should do it. I have to prove it to him that I am worthy.

"He told me to… he told me to...," she muttered, over and over again. She pulled out the gun that her dad kept hidden in his closet and put it to her head, tears streaming down her face and her hands shaking like an earthquake.

"Sarah! Open the door!" her older brother cried, pounding on the bathroom door. She looked at the door, her hands shaking even more than before. She was having second thoughts about this.

Don't think twice about it. Just do it, his voice seeped through her head. She shut her eyes tight, thinking about it. She opened her eyes again and looked at the door.

"I can't! He told me to do it!" she cried, putting her finger on the trigger. She closed her eyes, another tear slipping down her face.

"Don't do it! I mean it! I love you! I'll miss you if you kill yourself! Please Sarah! Don't!" he cried, pounding even harder. She opened her eyes and walked to the door, opening it and staring at him.

"Bye Steve…" and she pulled the trigger. As her finger pulled the trigger, all of her mistakes flashed before her eyes.

"Hey Sarah..." his seductive voice echoed through her ears as she turned around to find Dallas Winston, the guy who made her kill herself.

Keep reading to know all of the mistakes that Sarah Randle made that led to her suicide.


A/N: Sorry that this had to be short. But it's the prologue, trying to draw you in. Did it work?

Review please!

~Emma