A/N: So funny story just found this on my computer. Totally forgot I even wrote this. One quick note I'm made at Glee and for anyone that saw the opener for season 6 you will know why. Blaine belongs with Sebastian and not Kurt or Karofsky seriously ewww. Oh well on to better things. I don't know where I am going with this or where I thought I was going to go with this. I'll figure it out later.

Summary: Three months into Blaine's senior year him and Kurt breakup. Blaine is having a rough home life with his father wanting to 'cure' him. He also has to deal with being the only openly gay kid in school and with that comes bullies. This is Blaine just trying to survive his senior year. Will have everyone in it plus Warblers and Sebastian.

Warnings: underage drinking, swearing, sexual situations, bullying, homophobia, child abuse to a certain level

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Chapter 1

It had been three months since school started, three months since Kurt had left for New York to live with Rachel and chase his dream. Blaine was happy for Kurt that he was chasing his dream and trying to live his life now as a high school graduate. The problem was over the course of the last three months they were drifting apart. Blaine had been the one to tell Kurt that it was okay to go. Blaine hated to see him leave, but he couldn't watch Kurt get more depressed and miserable each and every day that passed. Blaine couldn't help but feel a little bit of hurt by it as well. Blaine could understand that Kurt was depressed about not getting into NYADA, but at the same time Blaine thought that it wouldn't be so bad. They could spend Blaine's senior year together and then both go to New York after he graduates together. Blaine thought they could make the best of it and yet Kurt seemed to be so depressed and almost resentful of Blaine after only a few short weeks into school. So Blaine had told him that he should go to New York anyways without NYADA. After all you didn't need school to make it in New York. Kurt could still start a band and tryout for singing gigs all over town. It wasn't small Lima, Ohio. There were plenty of opportunities for Kurt in New York even without NYADA. Blaine knew that Kurt was scared, but also couldn't wait to leave. Blaine couldn't help the stabbing pain in his heart at how fast Kurt almost ran to the train station just to get away from Lima. Blaine knew it wasn't about him, but it seemed like Kurt couldn't get away from him fast enough.

So over the last three months they had texted, called and Skyped with each other. After the first month Blaine noticed that things were starting to go downhill. Kurt started an intern job at Vogue and Blaine was thrilled for him, but then the conversations changed to being all about him and his life. Kurt would completely ignore anything that Blaine had to say about his own life and Blaine desperately needed to talk to him about things. For example, how he was the last standing gay guy at his high school in Lima, Ohio. One of the most close-minded towns in all of the United States. Sure the bullying wasn't anywhere near the level it was in Westerville, but still that didn't mean it didn't hurt or bring up bad memories. It was only pushing or hitting his books out of his arms while he was walking from class to class, but still that's how it started at his last public high school. Not only was Kurt gone, but so was Finn, Rachel, Santana, Mike and Mercedes. All of which were his closest friends in McKinley. All he had left was Sam, Artie, Brittany and Tina, who he wasn't close to any of them really. Sure after three months they were all getting closer and they had new members, but still it wasn't the same. His best friend was gone and as each week went by that Kurt would cancel a Skype date or wouldn't even speak to him for days it got harder and harder on Blaine.

Blaine desperately needed to speak to Kurt about school and about his home life, which had taken a downward spiral. His father was back on his 'curing you' stage. His father always went in phases, sometimes he would accept that he was gay and then other times he did everything he could to make him straight. This time around his father had been on him ever since Kurt left for New York and it was getting worse. His father was constantly lecturing him about finding a girlfriend and telling him to dress differently and to quit singing and dancing all the time and play a sport instead. When he had come home after just a week into school his father had overheard him telling his mother about being pushed around. His father just told him that if he stopping being stupid and went back to being straight then he wouldn't get pushed around anymore. That was the last time Blaine told his parents about the other kids at school. Especially since his mother didn't even seem to care either. She always agreed with his father no matter what he said or did. She always just went along with it without even thinking about how it would make Blaine feel.

Now three months into school and Blaine had barely spoken to Kurt in the past month. He was finally able to get Kurt on the phone last night, but it wasn't what he was hoping for. It wasn't Kurt who had answered his phone it was someone else, some other guy. Blaine could hear slow music in the background, slow sensual music and Blaine instantly thought of the type of music you make love to. Blaine instantly felt tension in his body at the sound of that music combined with the stranger answering Kurt's phone.

"Hello?" The man asked.

"I'm looking for Kurt." Blaine said with tension in his voice.

"Oh sure he's just getting dressed let me get him for you."

Blaine could hear the man yell out in the background and hear Kurt.

"Babe, someone's on the phone for you."

"Who is it?"

"It's some guy. I don't know. Did I ever tell you how sexy you look after sex with your hair like that." The man said in a seductive tone.

"Stop you're terrible. Give me my phone so I can get rid of whoever it is and we can head out to dinner."

Blaine could feel tears in his eyes as he heard the private conversation. Clearly Kurt didn't know it was him on the phone and he didn't even know that Blaine could hear every word. Kurt had cheated on him; again, except this time it wasn't flirty text messages. Kurt had slept with another man.

"Hello" Kurt said with a big smile on his face.

"How could you?" Blaine asked not even trying to hide the hurt and tears in his voice.

"Blaine" Kurt said with shock to his voice. "I can explain." Kurt said in a hurry.

"How long have you been cheating on me Kurt? How long?" Blaine had tears going down his face.

"Only a month a swear Blaine. I didn't mean to hurt you, it just happened one night. I met him at NYADA when I was visiting Rachel. I was going to tell you."

"I don't want to hear your excuses Kurt. You've been cheating on me with some guy for the past month. You've been ignoring me and now you're cheating on me after I got you to leave and chase after your dream. After I transferred schools to be with you for your senior year and you couldn't even stay with me for my senior year. I can't believe you would hurt me like this again." Blaine couldn't stop the tears coming down his face.

"Blaine, I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you it truly just happened. Adam was there for me, he understood what my life was like and you couldn't. We can still be friends though."

"No we can't. I don't want anything to do with you. Not after what you have done. I can't believe you would do this to me. You broke my heart Kurt. I want nothing to do with you."

Blaine didn't even give Kurt the chance to say anything else. He hung up his phone and cried into his pillow all night. That was why he was now in school with his hair barely gelled, only enough to keep the curls in tack, he was wearing just a black t-shirt, dark blue jeans and his black converse shoes. He was very much dressed more casual than normal, but he just couldn't bring himself to get dressed this morning. His eyes were still also slightly red from crying all night so that wasn't going to help him convince everyone that he was alright. The first person Blaine saw was Sam, his locker was almost right next to his so it was only a matter of time before he saw Sam. Sam immediately noticed Blaine's appearance and looked at him with concern. Blaine didn't say anything he just went to his locker and started to get his books for first period. Sam came over to Blaine.

"Dude, what the hell happened to you? Don't get me wrong you look good with the casual clothes, but this isn't like you. What's wrong?"

Blaine closed his eyes to try and get himself together. He hadn't said it out loud yet and he didn't want to start crying all over again, especially at school. Blaine took a deep breath before he spoke.

"I broke up with Kurt last night." Blaine said with a deep sadness to his voice.

"Why? What happened? I thought everything was going well for you guys." Sam asked with concern.

"We haven't been talking much in the last three months, he's been really busy with his life and he's been ignoring me, especially for the last month. I called him last night and some guy answered his phone. I asked for Kurt and he said he was just getting dressed. He called out to Kurt and they didn't know I could hear them. He cheated on me Sam. He's been doing it with some guy named Adam that he met at NYADA when he went to see Rachel. He's been doing it for the past month. He's been cheating on me Sam." Blaine said with hurt in his voice.

Sam pulled Blaine into a hug.

"I'm sorry man. That's not cool you don't deserve that." Sam said with a gentle voice.

"He actually thought we could still be friends. Like I would just forgive him and understand why he would do this to me. I told him I didn't want anything to do with him." Blaine said as he pulled away from Sam's hug.

"He's an idiot. He doesn't know how amazing of a guy you are. I mean that Blaine, if I was into guys I would totally be into you. He doesn't deserve you, especially if he would cheat on you."

"Thanks Sam. I just I can't believe he did this to me. I thought we got passed everything and the whole flirt texting that guy before he graduated. I just I can't believe he did this to me again."

"He's an idiot dude. You deserve someone so much better than him. Don't let this get you down. I know you love him and all, but clearly he isn't worth your love."

"It just hurts right now. I should have seen it coming; he was being so distant the last month." Blaine shook his head; he couldn't believe he hadn't seen this coming.

The bell rang and Sam was about to say something when one of the football guys slapped Blaine's books right from his hand. They fell all over the floor as the jock walked away laughing.

"Hey" Sam yelled at them, but they ignored him.

Blaine bent down to gather his books and Sam helped him.

"What the hell was that?" Sam asked angry.

"That is being the only gay kid in school. Finn, Puck and Mike are gone, even Karofsky is gone so now they all think it's a free for all." Blaine said as he stood back up with Sam.

"How long has this been going on for?" Sam asked as they headed down the hallway to go to their first period class. They didn't have it together, Blaine was in AP classes and Sam wasn't, but they were next to each other.

"Since the first week of school. It's nothing Sam."

"Knocking your books out of your hand is that all they have done?" Sam asked with anger.

"Ya and just some pushing, it's nothing. I'm used to worse really."

"Why didn't you say anything?"

"Because it's nothing really, I'm used to getting beat up. A little pushing is nothing. If something more happened you would have heard about it, because I would have started punching. Really it's nothing; don't make a big deal out of it."

"Dude, we've become pretty close in the last three months. I know last year we got off to a shaky start, but I would like to think we moved passed all of that."

"We have. We are friends Sam."

"Then I don't care if it is just pushing or something more. I'm your friend, I'm here for you. I want to know if some dumb jocks are giving you a hard time."

"Okay, you're right I should have told you. I'm sorry I will if it keeps happening or if it gets worse."

"Glee, we're a family and we're there to protect each other and be there for each other. You know that better than anyone. We're here for you dude, no matter what don't push us away."

They got to Blaine's classroom and Blaine looked at Sam.

"You're right Sam. I guess I have been pushing you guys away in the last month."

"You need your friends right now more than anything. We're all here for you. We all love you."

"Thanks Sam. I love you guys two. I better get to class or we will be late."

"I'll see you later. Keep your head up."

"Ya I will."

Blaine went into his class and Sam headed next door to his class. Blaine had been keeping a low profile for the rest of the day. He even went to the library at lunch instead of hanging out with everyone. He had a free period for his last period class so Blaine decided that he would get a head start on his homework. He didn't go to the library instead he decided to go to his locker to do his AP Calculus. Blaine got to his locker and opened it, he was about to grab his books when he was pushed into his locker face first. Blaine turned to see the back of one of the jocks walking away. Blaine brought his hand up to his lip. He had hit it when he went into the locker and he could feel blood on his lip. Blaine touched it and pulled his finger back and sure enough there was blood on it. Blaine closed his locker and headed down to the bathroom so he could look at it in the mirror. He was glad that no one was in there so he went over to the mirror and saw that he was getting a fat lip, there was also a split on his lip that was the cause of the blood. Blaine turned the cold water tap on so he could rinse his mouth out. Blaine cupped his hands under the cold water and drank from them. He rinsed his mouth out until there was no longer blood coming from his lip. He dried him hands and face off with the paper towels and then headed back out. He went back to his locker and grabbed his books and sat down on the floor to start working on it. The final bell rang and Blaine finished working on his last question. He had Glee next and he truly wasn't looking forward to it. Not only would he have to explain that Kurt had been cheating on him, assuming Sam already hadn't told them. He now has to explain the fat and split lip. Blaine finished his question and slowly got his things together to head to the choir room.

Sam had been worried about Blaine all day. When he wasn't there at lunch Sam was worried that something had happened to him. Sam knew that Blaine sometimes would go to the library to work on some school work, so Sam decided to leave him be. He knew that Blaine would want some alone time after everything that happened with Kurt last night. Sam thought about telling the others about Blaine and Kurt, but he figured he would wait until Glee practice so he wouldn't have to tell people all day about it. Sam was just hoping that Blaine would be okay soon from all of this. Sam headed into the choir room and saw that everyone was there, including, Mr. Schue, but Blaine. Sam figured now would be the best time to do this.

"Okay guys real quick before Blaine gets here I need to tell you something." Sam said as he walked in front of the class by Mr. Schue.

"What's going on Sam?" Mr. Schue asked.

"Just wanted to give you guys a heads up. Last night Blaine found out that Kurt has been cheating on him for the past month." Sam said sadly.

"Are you kidding me?" Tina said with anger in her voice.

"Ya so he's not really in a good mood today." Sam said.

"Well that explains his clothes today. He's never been that causal before." Tina said.

"I can't believe Kurt would do that to him." Brittany said.

"That sucks man." Jake said.

Blaine walked into the room and everyone noticed his new fat lip. Sam was the first one to speak.

"Dude, what the hell happened to your lip?"

Blaine headed over to a seat in the back corner. Sam headed over there with him and sat down beside him.

"I'm fine." Blaine said.

"Blaine, what happened?" Mr. Schue asked.

"Just some jock pushed me into my locker. I just hit my lip. I'm fine." Blaine said in a dismissive and tired voice.

"Was it the same one from this morning?" Sam asked with anger to his voice.

"What happened this morning?" Mr. Schue asked.

"I don't think it was the same one. I only saw his back as he walked down the hall." Blaine said.

"This morning one of the football players knocked his books out of his hand." Sam answered Mr. Schue's question.

"How long has this been going on for?" Ryder asked.

"Since the first week of school." Blaine answered.

"Why didn't you ever say anything?" Tina asked.

"Because it's nothing but a little shoving. It'll blow over soon." Blaine said.

"Blaine, that's how it started with Kurt. Just some shoving and then it escalated to death threats. I want to know about things like this so I can do something about it. It's my job to make sure you guys are safe. You shouldn't have to deal with bullying, even if it is just shoving around. Do you know any of their names?" Mr. Schue asked.

"No I don't." Blaine answered.

"Blaine if something keeps happening I want to know about it. I don't want what happened to Kurt to happen to you." Mr. Schue said in a serious voice.

"I will Mr. Schue." Blaine said.

"If you're having problems we're here for you man." Ryder said.

"We got your back, especially with a bunch of homophobic jerks." Jake said.

"Thanks guys." Blaine said sincerely as he looked over at Ryder and Jake.

"I don't want any of you getting into fights. With that being said though, if someone hits you I can understand you hitting them back. I would like for you to come to me if you go through something or see something. Tell me so I can handle it properly without anyone getting hurt." Mr. Schue said.

"You got it Mr. Schue." Sam said.

"Alright, let's get on to our main topic. Regionals is coming up and coming fast. Now we tied with the Warblers once again. This happened two years ago and last year as some of you know it was intense between us and them. I would like to avoid all of that this year. Blaine, have you spoken to any of them since last year's Regionals?" Mr. Schue asked.

"I have kept in contact with some of them. I haven't really spoken to Sebastian since he apologised for almost blinding me. The other's I've hung out with a few of them since. It's seems to be a positive competition again." Blaine answered.

"You were almost blinded?" Marley asked.

"Long story." Blaine said.

"It's also why no one Slushies him at school." Artie says.

"A silent courtesy." Tina said.

"You were almost blinded by a Slushie?" Kitty asked.

"It had rock salt in it and I had to have surgery. Sebastian apologised and he's been behaving ever since." Blaine said.

"Good I'm glad we were able to mend that rift. At least now we won't have to worry about any of them starting any drama like last year. Show choirs are supposed to stand by each other and be there for each other as a support system. So we need a killer set list to knock them out of the park again. So your assignment this weekend is to come up with at least one song that will fit perfectly for the theme for Regionals, which is dreams. Blaine I will want you to be helping me with Regionals and getting it all set up. You know the Warblers the best and you know what they might be planning."

"Sure thing Mr. Schue." Blaine said back.

"Aright, let's get started." Mr. Schue clasped his hands together.

The rest of the practice was just them listing to Marley, Unique and Kitty doing their songs for the week. Blaine had to admit he was glad that practise was over and it was the weekend. Blaine just wanted to be home and be alone for the weekend. He wasn't in the mood to deal with anyone. He just wanted to be in his room alone so he could cry his eyes out. Once the bell rang he didn't even hang around he just left and headed to his car. Since he moved back home last year he didn't have much of a drive anymore. Blaine was glad he didn't have the hour and a half drive whenever he wanted to visit Kurt, but at the same time he wished for that drive now. It would let him clear his head at least. It now only took fifteen maybe twenty minutes depending on the traffic. Today there wasn't much traffic so he was home within fifteen minutes. Blaine was surprised that both his parents were home. Usually his father was working till five or six o'clock at night and his mother was usually out with friends. Blaine grabbed his bag and headed inside the house. He was barely through the door when his father called out to him.

"Blaine, come in here."

Blaine knew that something was going on based on how his father's tone was. For the past three months it had just been one fight after the other. Blaine truly wasn't in the mood tonight for yet another fight. Blaine walked into the kitchen to see both his parents sitting down at the table.

"Sit" His father ordered.

Blaine didn't even take his bag off he just pulled out a chair and sat down.

"Is something wrong?" Blaine asked with some concern.

"What happened to your lip?" His mother asked with a slight disinterest.

"Just some jock pushed me into my locker. I'm fine." Blaine said.

"That is exactly why we have set you up with a therapist." His father said with annoyance to his voice.

"Therapist? For what?" Blaine asked.

"For your own good. I'm sick of this disease of yours and we are putting an end to this once and for all. That Dalton school only made it worse. No straight man should be surrounded by a bunch of men. You need to be around women to help cure you." His father said.

"I'm gay dad; it's not something you can cure. I'm getting sick of this." Blaine said with frustration.

"You will not speak to me like that. I am not tolerating this disease any longer. You will go to this therapist and do as he says. You are going three times a week for an hour each time. If I find out you didn't listen to him or you didn't go I will make sure your life becomes hell. Do you understand me? I am allowing you to be in that Glee club, but I don't have to. Enough is enough this conversion therapist will cure you once and for all." His father said with a deadly anger to his voice.

Blaine knew that tone of voice, Blaine knew his father was ready of a fight and Blaine knew it would easily turn physical again. Blaine just wasn't in the mood for this, so all he did was just give a nod in hopes that it would end this conversation.

"It's for your own good Blaine." His mother said.

"Your mother and I have to go away this weekend, but we will be back Sunday night. Monday, Wednesday and Friday at five o'clock you have your appointment. I will be calling to make sure you are there. And so help me God if you aren't you will never leave this house again. Do you hear me?" his father yelled.

"Yes Sir." Blaine said weakly.

"Let's get going, we have a long drive." His father said to Blaine's mother.

Blaine got up and headed straight upstairs to his room. He closed the door and threw his bag on the ground. Not even ten minutes ago all Blaine wanted to do was crawl into bed and cry his eyes out. Now he felt like he just needed to run away somewhere. He just needed to get away for a little while. Almost like his prayer had been answered his phone buzzed letting him know he had a text message. He opened it to find that David had invited him to a party at Nick's house. His parents were away and well you know the saying, when the cat is away the mice will play. Blaine didn't know about a party, but it would at least get him out of the house and if he drank he could always crash at Nick's place like everyone else. Blaine sent back a text asking when and David replied with a time of nine o'clock. Blaine would have to drive the hour and a half so he would have to leave by seven thirty, giving Blaine roughly two hours to relax and get ready. Blaine decided that he would go down into the basement and work on the bag for a little while. Then he would get showered and ready to go. Blaine wasn't looking to meet anyone tonight, but he couldn't deny that getting drunk sounded really good. Blaine got changed into some sweats and got his hands ready for the bag before he went down into the basement. He started to work out and before he knew it he had to get ready to go. Blaine went into the kitchen to grab something quick to eat before he headed back upstairs to shower and get dressed. He wasn't in the mood to gel his hair back like normal, so he did what he did today and used just enough to keep the curls at bay. He also decided to keep with the casual look and grabbed a pair of black skinny jeans, a red t-shirt and his black high tops. He also grabbed his black leather jacket before he headed out. He had a bit of a drive so Blaine just turned on his MP3 player and turned the volume up. Blaine knew that come tomorrow he would be feeling everything all over again, but tonight he was going to let himself forget, even if he would wake up hung over.

Blaine arrived just after nine thirty, he could already hear the music and the people from the driveway and Blaine couldn't help, but smile. Nick was famous for his parties and it was always a good time, just what Blaine needed tonight to forget. Blaine didn't even knock he just walked right in like normal and sure enough he was greeted by people everywhere. He could see some of his Warbler friends as well as girls from their sister school. Blaine walked inside and made his way into the kitchen, where he thought he would find Nick. Usually Nick and Jeff are always in the kitchen talking to people as they come in for a drink. Sure enough there was Nick and Jeff talking to David and Trent. They smiled as they saw Blaine coming towards them and they all gave Blaine a hug. Nick handed Blaine a beer before he asked what they were all wondering about.

"What happened to your lip?" Nick asked loudly over the music.

"Jock pushed me into a locker. It's nothing, I'm fine." Blaine said in a dismissive tone.

The four of them looked at each other and had a silent conversation between them. They all knew about Blaine's last public school and they couldn't help, but be worried about him.

"Are you sure you're alright?" Trent asked.

"Just in the need to get drunk." Blaine said.

"Well we can definitely accomplish that." Jeff said with a smile.

"How's Kurt?" David asked.

"We broke up." Blaine said after a minute.

"What happened?" Nick asked.

"You guys were like madly in love with each other." Jeff said.

"Was it the distance?" Trent asked.

"No it was him sleeping with some guy named Adam for the past month." Blaine said with a bitterness to his voice.

"He's been cheating on you?" Nick asked surprised.

"Yup and I don't want to talk about it."

"Wow, I'm sorry that just, that sucks. We are definitely getting you hammer tonight." Jeff said.

"You can crash in my spare room." Nick said with a devious smile.

"It wouldn't be the first time." David said with a smile.

They kept to small talk as they stood in the kitchen drinking. Blaine didn't know when it happened, but he soon realised that he was drunk. They had been drinking not only beer, but shots of whiskey and now at almost two he was successfully drunk. Blaine headed out on the back porch and sat down on the steps with his back leaned against one of the posts. He was trying to get some fresh air to help sober him up slightly. Everyone was basically almost gone or they had passed out all over the living room. Nick and Jeff had gone upstairs not too long ago. Blaine knew he shouldn't have drank so much, but he just couldn't bring himself to care. Sebastian had come by around eleven and he seemed to be avoiding Blaine, not that Blaine cared. It wasn't like Sebastian to be doing that and Blaine thought for sure Sebastian would be taking advantage of his drunken state, but he seemed to stay mostly in the living room. Blaine heard the back door slide open and he turned his head to see Sebastian standing there.

Sebastian had been surprised to see Blaine tonight, especially looking so casual. Normally Blaine was always wearing a bowtie and dress clothes, but tonight he was wearing just jeans and a t-shirt. Sebastian couldn't deny how hot Blaine looked tonight, but even before he was close enough to Blaine he could tell something was wrong. That point was only made clearer as Blaine had allowed himself to get completely wasted; something Blaine was never one to do. Sebastian had kept his distance tonight, because he wanted to just watch Blaine and see how he was handling everything. He wasn't even in the door five minutes before Nick had filled him in on the bullies and the now cheating ex-boyfriend. Sebastian was surprised that Kurt had even cheated on Blaine, especially for a month behind his back. Sebastian always believed that Kurt wasn't good enough for Blaine, not that he would be much better, but Sebastian knew he would never cheat on Blaine. If he had the chance to be with Blaine he would treat him like he deserved to be treated. He would pamper him and show him love every chance he got. He would never hurt him or betray him. It was no secret that Sebastian had an interest in Blaine, he had one from the moment he heard about Blaine. Seeing him for the first time just made him want him even more. After the Slushy incident Sebastian had felt terrible and it was then that he knew he had to start changing, a point made even clearer after Karofsky's suicide attempt. Blaine had made Sebastian want to be a better person so he had worked and tried really hard this year to be that person. It was now almost two and Sebastian saw Blaine going out to the backyard. Sebastian figured now would be the best time to speak to Blaine, at least he would be alone. Sebastian walked outside and sat next to Blaine on the top step. Sebastian could tell that Blaine was pretty far gone and he was sure once he laid down he would be out. Blaine looked over at Sebastian as he sat down and he gave Sebastian a drunken smile.

"Sebastian, here I thought you weren't gonna see me." Blaine said.

Sebastian had to admit he was surprised Blaine was still able to talk right, but then again he had never seen Blaine this drunk before. Sure he had gotten a little drunk at Scandals that one night, but it was nowhere near this bad.

"I was just waiting until you were alone. You seemed to need the space and the liquor. The guys told me about what happened with your school and Kurt." Sebastian said in a gentle tone. He had been drinking, but not very much. He was more worried about Blaine than anything. It wasn't like Blaine to get this drunk and Sebastian couldn't help, but be concerned.

"He's been cheating on me for a month now." Blaine said sadly and even in his drunken state Sebastian could see the hurt in his eyes.

"I know. I'm sorry. He never deserved you." Sebastian said honestly.

Sebastian had always believed that Kurt never deserved Blaine. It wasn't that he thought he did, because he didn't either. Blaine was just a good guy. He didn't want to hurt anyone and he would do anything he could to help someone. Even after everything Sebastian did to him and the New Directions, Blaine still found it in his heart to forgive him. They aren't best friends, but they have been able to be around each other and speak to each other without any problems. Sebastian had changed a lot since the Slushy and Karofsky's suicide attempt. It made Sebastian grow up and now he was eighteen in his senior year and he was starting to show his true self. Sebastian wasn't going to lie, a part of the reason he changed was because of Blaine. Blaine made him want to be a better person, because he was such an amazing person.

"I changed my whole life for him. I was the one to tell him to go to New York anyways and live his dream. And he cheats on me again. What's wrong with me?"

"Nothing is wrong with you. He's the idiot for not being able to see what he has right in front of him. You could have stayed at Dalton last year, but you didn't. You went to McKinley and put your own safety on the line. You didn't know how the students there were going to react to you, but you did it for him. He's a blind idiot that doesn't deserve you or your love. I'm sorry he hurt you like this. You don't deserve it."

"I didn't hear from him for a month and then last night I get a hold of him, but it was Adam that answered. I got to hear him call my boyfriend babe and tell him how sexy he looks after sex. Kurt actually thought I would agree to be friends with him. Like this wouldn't affect me. He acted like he didn't do anything wrong. Just like with Chandler."

"Who's Chandler?"

"This guy that Kurt met in Lima. They were flirt texting each other. Kurt didn't think there was anything wrong with it, because there was no physical contact. He looked at me like I was crazy when I told him it was cheating. I should have known better he ignored me for a few days when he was doing it. I should have known something was going on this time."

"And you forgave him?" Sebastian asked slightly surprised.

"I just thought he didn't understand why it was wrong. He's naïve a little bit in that sense. He apologised for hurting me and I forgave him, because I love him. I can't do that this time. He didn't even feel bad about it."

"You shouldn't forgive him. What he's done is unforgivable Blaine. You changed everything for him last year. You wanted to give him a good senior year. I know you told him to go, but he shouldn't have. He should have stayed with you for your senior year then you both could have gone to New York together. He owed you that much. I knew he was self-absorbed but I never thought he would cheat on you. I'm sorry."

"It's not your fault."

"It's not yours either."

Blaine did something next that Sebastian wasn't expecting. He leaned over and kissed him on the lips. Sebastian's body didn't even wait a second before it responded and he kissed Blaine back. Blaine deepened the kiss and it took Sebastian's mind a minute to catch up before he gently pulled Blaine back, stopping the kiss.

"Blaine, we can't."

"You've been trying to get into my pants since the moment I met you. Now you don't want to."

"I never said I didn't want to. Believe me my hormones want to take you upstairs and fuck you stupid."

"So do it." Blaine said as he went in for another kiss.

Sebastian stopped him though; he wasn't going to let Blaine do this.

"You're heart broken and you're drunk. You're so drunk I would be shocked if you even remembered this tomorrow. You'll wake up tomorrow and regret it and I'm going to be something you regret."

"You would have a year ago." Blaine said back.

"A lot has changed since then. I'm not that person anymore. I'm not gonna be someone that hurts you or adds to your hurt. You just need sleep. Come on let's get you upstairs I'm tired and you look exhausted."

Sebastian helped Blaine get up off the step and they headed inside. They headed upstairs to the spare room and Blaine took his shoes off before he got into bed. Sebastian went and turned the light off and took his shoes off and sure enough by the time he crawl in on the other side Blaine was already fast asleep. Sebastian looked over at Blaine and just watched him sleep for a little while. He was beautiful, breath taking, if Sebastian was honest with himself. He couldn't believe that Kurt would throw it all away for someone else. Sebastian couldn't understand what was happening with himself. He could have easily been fucking Blaine right now and got what he always wanted, but in the moment it just felt wrong. It felt like having sex with Blaine wasn't enough for him anymore. That thought scared the hell out of Sebastian. He wasn't used to feeling like this; he wasn't used to wanting something more than sex before. Sebastian was all about sex and that was it. He didn't do relationships, he didn't do romance or cuddling. He never brought the guy back to his house and half the time they never made it out of his car. That's how he liked things, but with Blaine he found himself wanting a connection. He found himself wanting to be friends with him and to be there to make sure he was alright. Sebastian felt like he was under some kind of spell and Blaine was the powerful wizard behind it all. Sebastian looked at the clock and saw that it was after two. He figured he would at least get some sleep before he had to get back to Dalton tomorrow. Sebastian laid down and just let the darkness come.