Maybe I'll shoot her?

I hate that woman. Just when we're going good she walks in and screws it all up and has mulder chasing after her like a lost puppy well at least I have the gun men. She is fast becoming number one of my most hated people who've either slept with or looked at Mulder in a way I didn't like.

What am I suppose to do go up to him and say "ok mulder I know you love Diana but I gotta tell you that I love you to" yeah like that s really gona happen

But then again….

Who knows he may pull me into his arms and say he always loved me and wasn't in love with Diana just using her cause he thought that he couldn't have me.

I' m not jealous just. …Just ok I'm more than jealous and green doesn't really look good on a redhead like my self. Could this be the problem that I'm half his size and a redhead while she's tall, and dark and also a believer are so she says?

When I was young my mom use to say that if you wanted something bad to pray for it well I've been praying for the last six years and have I got him yet?

I don't think so!

They say if you want something go for it well I'm gona go for mulder whether Diana likes it or not I don't care if she's known him longer I know him better and I've been through to much to give up now. Wonder how I would get rid of her

Maybe I'll shoot her.

Started the 25th of September 2004

Finally finished the 8th of February 2005