AN: Okay, so today is rather scary. I was compelled to write a Twific or rather a Twoem starring Alice and Jasper. I think the sky shall fall… Anyway, I was inspired to write this after I saw a pic on Deviant Art (Link is in profile… Check it out, peeps.) And the playlist that I played while writing is my Evanescence one. (There's a link to my playlists on my profile. At the bottom, yeah. You should check that out too…)
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight. And those are the five most hated words in the Twiworld… But, alas, they are true. And nor do I own the awesome inspirational pic. It's so awesome that I wish I did, but… Anyway. Get reading!!
Here I sit.
All alone.
Hiding in the shadows.
But the light touches me.
It scars my skin with its heat.
My disheveled black hair
Covers my face in shame.
My eyes hidden but haunted.
My skin cold and clammy.
My dress torn and dirty.
Just like me…
.
Who am I?
Sometimes I'm not sure
But I am Mary Alice Brandon.
Why am I like this?
Because they call me crazy.
They are scared of me…
But all I am is
Lost to the world
I'm just a little different.
Yet here I am
Scorned by those who
used to love me.
But love is fickle:
A fair-weather friend.
Easily marred.
Easily marring.
But I fear love…
Is calling my name.
.
I dream…
Yes, that is my crime.
Why I am scorned.
I… dream…
Of a boy.
Such a beautiful boy.
And he is mine.
He will be mine forever.
Someday… I will have him.
The beautiful boy-
with blond hair
Mysteriously crimson eyes
And my heart-
One day I'll be his.
I'll hold on for him.
I know we'll be together soon.
And in that day
I'll know I'm not crazy.
.
I know no sense of time.
I know not if it's day
Or if it's night.
(For it is always dark here…)
Time has ceased to exist for me,
But it will begin again
When I meet the boy,
The boy that will love me for me:
Jasper Whitlock.
AN… again…: I don't know if it's good. I liked writing it because it showed me what she might have been thinking about in that asylum. How she made it through by thinking of Jasper. Read and review, please. I really do love them. And I need to know if I should just stick to writing Bella fics. So please? R&R? Thank you for reading!!