Disclaimers: I do not own sailor moon or sm's characters I'm only borrowing them and I make no profits from this story.
A/N: This is only loosely related/based on sailor moon, basically its an AU where Haruka jumps.
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A walk and a decision.
I walk with my head down, watching the red and gold leaves pass under my feet. I avoided all eye contact; I don't want anyone to see into that empty void that I carry around since you died. Since you cheated and committed suicide. You didn't tell me you were planning it for weeks; you just left me behind in the world.
I walk to the bridge where we used to meet every morning before turning and walking to school together. I don't even have to look where I'm going; I memorized this route long ago, just like I memorized the look in your eyes when you were up to trouble. I remember you're come-and –get-me look, daring me to reach out, to step out of my comforting little bubble.
The sounds of my approach echo emptily as I cross the old stone bridge, stopping at the apex. I lean on the cold, and slightly rusted railings as I watch the dark waters below, churn angrily. You told me once, that you felt like those dark waters, confused, angry, a million thoughts churning, rushing through your head all at once.
That's what I felt like right now, confused, lonely, angry, upset, god do I miss you. I wish you hadn't jumped the railing and left me alone.