So this is the first story no one ever corrected for me. I hope there aren't too many mistakes in it as English isn't my first language.

Here he sat, broken, lifeless. Everything he lived for gone. Then why was he still alive? That was a question he asked himself every few minutes. It'd be a relief but he knew that his family'd mourn over him. His brothers always held him back when his sister Alice saw what he was going to do. The only thing that he could do now was to stare around his room and if he got a little bit out of his lifeless state, he read a bit. Nothing happy, only sad books where most of the time somebody died. The books he loved before he left HER were in the basement and dusty. They were classics and books SHE loved to read too.

He had a piano too but when he went away, he left it where it belonged, with HER.

When he was with HER he was full of life and love but now all of this was gone.

Everything was at least in order but then he found out that SHE disappeared. That was the end, for everybody who loved her but mostly him. SHE was his everything, he couldn't live without her.

"Edward you have to hunt", somebody shouted up to him, it was uninteresting who it was.

When he heard this he always got up like a robot and jumped out of his window, that was what he also did now. It didn't take him long to smell a herd of deer and he hunted until he was satisfied. Then he did something he'd never done. He sat down on a big stone at a cliff and looked down on the land which was in front of him. It was beautiful but he couldn't see it's beauty. He sat there a long time, at least it seemed so for him, while he saw everything and nothing at all but then something changed at the edge of his consciousness. Somebody was there about three miles away from him. When he really saw the person, he couldn't believe who he saw. Had he got hallucinations? It seemed so unreal, was he going crazy? With how he acted it was most likely so.

The person came nearer and nearer and he became a statue. Suddenly all of his siblings came out of the shadows. Alice gave him a new shirt and said that he should change, while Rosalie and his brothers just stood there. When he was finished, he understood why they were there.

They carried him against his will to the edge of the cliff and then jumped down with him. Suddenly he found himself on a tree ten feet over the ground and sixteen feet from the person away. When he looked behind his back for a way to flee he saw his siblings who had all a very angry face.

"Go", Alice mouthed and then Emmett hustled him so that he fell to the ground.

The person looked in his direction as if she heard his falling. She came nearer and nearer and he just couldn't look away or go. Then she stood twelve feet away.

"Edward", she whispered.

He couldn't answer and just stood motionless.

"Why? How? Am I going crazy?",she muttered.

"Then I'm going crazy too", he answered in the same audibility.

Then they both began to laugh hysterically. After some time they realized what they were doing and an awkward pause began until Edward had the courage to do what he wanted to do. He came forward and kissed her. The kiss felt like their first time kissing but this time he knew that he was able to resist and was rougher however it felt also sweet.

"Bella, my sweet and lovely Bella-", he whispered in her ears when they had to stop to refill their lungs with oxygen. "- how could I ever live without you?"

Then he kissed her again.