"Bella, I don't want you to come with me." Edward said. It took me a few minutes to comprehend.

" You…don't…want me?"

"No."

"Don't. Don't do this."

"Go on with life, it will be like I never existed. Good bye, Bella." (A/N: this is from new moon pgs. 69-73)

B POV

That was 80 years ago. 80 long years. I remember too well what happened that day. And the next and the next and the- well, you get my point. It took me a while to get over them. And by them, I mean the Cullen's. Truly, I don't think I'm completely over them yet. Half of me wants to hate them, but half of me still loves and yearns for them. So let me just start from the beginning…

It has been officially 2 years ago today, when Ed-he left me.

" Charlie?" I asked in a dead tone.

" Yea Bells?"

" I'm going out for a walk. Maybe down to La Push, I'll see you later." Charlie looked into my face with a concerned look in his eyes, and said

" Of course. I'll see you later than I guess." And with that, I walked out the front door, and started walking towards the forest. I decided I was going to the meadow. Our meadow. I haven't gone there since…he left.

It took me a while to walk at my slow human pace, but I finally made it there. It was still, beautiful. But it held so much memories. Too much memories. I slowly laid myself on the grass and closed my eyes. I then released my mind and thoughts. The events that took place here. When Edw-he, took me here. Our first kiss was close to here. Everything, was here. Our two souls, together, were joined at this very place. Twined together by our love. Or so I thought.

The raging hole came and hit me hard in the stomach. I felt the edges getting wider and wider. My organs threatening to be crushed. My ribs going to dust, nothing holding my heart in place. The pain was too much for one meek human to handle.

" My, my Bella, what a pleasant surprise to see you here." A chilled voice spoke. I opened my eyes and looked through my tears. Seeing a vampire with brilliant orange hair flowing through the wind. The red, deadly look in the owner's eyes. My mind put it all together.

" Victoria." I said, under my breath.

" Yes, It is me. And let's just say, I'm not happy. Where's your dear beloved? He not here to save his precious Bella?

" He left." I said, drearily.

" Oh, poo. Now this won't be as much fun as I thought. Oh well, leave it to me to spice up the party." She said. And out of no where, she bit me hard on the neck. I knew what was happening.

I'm dieing. I thought. Then I realized that Victoria had released me neck, not draining my body, fluid-less.

" Wha-" and then the pain hit me. The fire worse than the one in my stomach moments before. This was worse than life and death itself.

"Agghh!!" I hollered. Vicoria jus cackled and said,

" That's just about how I felt when you killed my James. Hope you think things out better next time." And with that, she left. The fire in my vains was all over my body. There was no way I could survive this alone.

3 DAYS LATER

The fire in my body was slowly leaving, as I felt it build up in the back of my throat. I'm thirsty. I thought. I sniffed the air and smelled a delicious scent. I quickly followed it but ran from it straight away while holding my breath. I realized, that smell was a human. And I, Isabella Marie Swan, would not drink from a human. I searched the forest for a few animals to satisfy my thirst and started making my way back to the meadow.

I need somewhere to live, other than Forks. I thought. I started running north, hoping to find a home.

80 YEARS LATER

I found out quickly that I can reject human blood easily after my first few newborn years. I've been roaming all around the U.S and different countries all over the world for years. But I don't think I will ever have a home that I feel I belong in. Sure, I've met great vampires. But not a family. Not yet. And really, I'm not sure I want to find one. I decided after touring the world, I can go back to Forks, and live in Charlie's old house, so that's what I'm planning on doing. I'm right in the town next to Forks, and as soon as I cross over to Forks, I heard it.

" Can we pleaseee go now? I want to get a new outfit for school next week!"

" Sure Alice honey. Let's go."

" Thanks Jazzy." I gasped. Alice? Jasper? I guess with their vampire hearing, they heard my gasp, and started making their way towards me.

" Hi there! I'm Alice, and this is my husband Jasper." He nodded and she continued,

" Are you new here?" she asked.

Did she not recognize me? How can't she- Oh. I forgot. My power. No way I look like old-human Bella. I have dark-chocolate brown hair with purple highlights, full pink lips. My height being 5'9 and having a swimmers body, thanks again to my power. I can change my appearances to whatever I please.

" Hello. I'm Be-Be…th. Beth. Yes, I'm Beth. Hello there. And yes, I am new to this town. I actually have recently purchased a home here." Whew. Score one for Bella! Or Beth…hm. The names are to close to being the same. Hopefully they don't put it all together. But when your under stress, that's what you have to do!

" Great! Well would you like to come home with us and meet the rest of our family? I'm sure they'd love to meet you." Invited Alice. & ME? Go to THEIR house? After all these years I just stroll in? Bella or Beth, I don't know if it is a good idea.

" You don't have to be so nervous. Were all very nice people. Except Rosalie at times, but she'll warm up to you, don't worry." Okay, so Jasper can still feel my feeling. Dang! That might be a give away. Oh well, I'm a newcomer, of course I'd be nervous.

" Um, okay. Sure, let's go." WHAT?! Why did I say that! Stupid mouth, speaking before I give it permission.

"Yay!" and they led the way to their house with me following them. When we got there, we just walked through the front door.

" Carlisle, Esme? Emmett, Edward, Rosalie! Come here, their's someone I want you to meet!" yelled Alice. In mere seconds the whole family was in the living room. My heart sped faster and faster when he got in the room.

"Bella?" a velvety voice asked.

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