It's amazing what having no internet can do...I wrote a first chapter of a story! Hopefully you will like it and will want more. First fan fic.

Summary: Ashley and Spencer have split. Can a wedding make Ashley prove to Spencer thats she has changed and she wants her forever?

I sat straight up in my bed and looked down at the invitation turning it over and over again in my hand. The invitation to my sister, Kyla, and Aiden's wedding. The wedding I had stupidly promised to play and sing at. The wedding where I going to be Kyla's maid of honour - it was the wedding of my half-sister and best friend after all. The wedding where my one true love would be…no she's not that anymore. Oh who am I trying to kid?

I cheated and Spencer so very rightly left me. After days and days, well a year to be exact, of trying to contact her to apologise profusely, I stopped. I even rang Paula! I had ruined it again and my Spencer was no more. The thing is I can't get her out of mind or, dare I say it, my heart.

That was three LONG years ago. I would never forget the look on her face when she found me in bed with another girl, not just any girl but Carmen. I did not know what she had done to Spencer at that time, who wise O would never of touched her with a barge pole. After I was told I felt sick, hunted Carmen down and punched her, even though I knew it wouldn't and didn't change anything. I couldn't believe anyone could physically hurt the beautiful Spencer.

I was such an idiot, I could place all the blame on her – we weren't connecting, not talking, arguing and hadn't had sex in months – and you all know Ashley without sex is a very moody Ashley. I could blame her but I won't, I ruined us and all because of one very drunken, flirty night.

Spencer was into her first six months of her film course at USC and working closely with her friend, Lily Zee when it happened. I was so very jealous, she was doing something she loved and not to mention she was working closely with Lily. Not that there was anything going on there but it didn't help that Jonica was hanging around.

I was working in the music business as a song writer, the song I wrote for Madison "Two-Faced" went straight to number 1 and stayed there for five weeks, don't get me wrong I loved it but I wanted to be playing and singing my own stuff. Thanks Kyla.

I hear a noise to the right of me and see that my one-night stand is stirring. A redhead called Lucy, Lacy, something like that. I bring a girl back most nights but I have one rule no blondes, no-one compares to her.

"Hey" she says with a grin on her face and I know what's coming next, she wants morning sex. So not going to happen.

"Hi" I reply not looking at her but concentrating fully on the invite and especially the part that said Ashley and Guest not Ashley and Spencer like it should, "Um…I have to go to work, let yourself out."

My work, I love it. I finally escaped Marks Records and set up my own record label. I record my own music as well but I haven't released anything yet. I have recorded "Dirty Mind" and one day I have a dream that I will release it for her. I have signed a couple of singers and bands on my label. Oh yeah, Madison came too. She has been a great help and friend, wow I never thought I would say that! The label is going well. My biggest regret is that she wasn't there to see me form the label, Spencer spent hours nagging me, but she is always with there, see I named the label "SCAD Records". See what I did there?

"What? After a night like that…you are just going to leave me in your bed. Do I even get you phone number?" Lucy or Lacy said, I'm sure it's one of those…

"Yeah…I don't do multiple nights or relationships" I feel bad but hey, the only person I want a relationship with is Spencer Carlin.

I get out of bed and walk into the bathroom, closing the door and locking it. I turn on the water for a shower. I can hear what ever her name is ranting and raving at me. I shut my eyes and slide down to floor with my back against the door. I close my eyes and all I can see is her…Spencer.

Questions circle in my mind: Is she ok? What is she up to? Has she accepted the invite? Does she ever think of me? Does she have anyone else? Does she…does she…? No I can't go there.

Hoping that whatever her name has left the house. I step into the very hot shower, tears rolling down my face and as I wash off the dirt from the previous night I make a decision.

If I want to win Spencer back then there will be no more one night stands, no wallowing and I will give the performance of my life at the wedding. I, Ashley Davies, will prove one and for all to Spencer Carlin that I am the one for her forever.

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