Goodbye to You
Of all the things I believed in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days passed me by
I stare out of my window praying that'll you will come back.
I wait for you I always will.
The question is will you pray for me to come back?
Or would you wait forever for me?
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say
You left me to be with her a regular Malibu Barbie!
Oh how I despise her she took everything from me.
My spotlight, my good name, my life and now you.
I walk down the hallways and see you laughing like I was never yours.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Living like I never existed.
Loving her like you could never love me.
I run, run from you, her, the fans my life everything.
The one escape not the easy way but the hardest.
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right
You may not believe this but you are my everything.
So in my last minutes I leave you a note…
Confessing my love my eternal love and telling you I left so you could be happy with her.
The hardest thing for me to do was leave forget my life, my friends & family.
Goodbye to everything I that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
But most of all you. You are the reason I am doing this so my heart doesn't brake any more.
I cant stand seeing you and her together.
And yet I should remember its all my fault I should have believed her.
That same person who has you now, the same one who could never love you like I love you.
Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time
But this ends with two simple slits on my wrists I see the blood.
I stare out of my window praying that'll you will come back.
And be my knight in shining armour but I know that will never happen.
In my last breath I let the world know…
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I love you John Cena… and Congratulations Trish Stratus you both got what you wanted
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
We the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star