Eli's POV

"Did you erase me from your memory?...Did you ever love me at all?" she screamed loudly at me in front of everyone the place grew extremely quiet and everyone turned to us. My back was facing her because I couldn't bare to look at her. I stood there as I heard her tears grow bigger and heavier. Say something Eli…..What the fuck do I say ?

"excuse me..?" I mumbled. Then turned around

"erased YOU from MY memory, are you kidding me?".. I could feel my voice getting louder I was trying to keep calm I was already known as the guy who crashed his car on purpose, I didn't really want to make them think any worst of me.

She looked puzzled as if she thought I wouldn't have said anything back. I'm sick of biting my tongue.

"That's what I said Eli, you walk around here as if I don't even exist and that new girl Imogene, what the hell is up with that…?" I interrupted her

"Seriously Clare did you forget about good old Jake?"

She looked at me as if I had no right to say what I had just said, but if we are going to point fingers around here she needs to realize she isn't completely innocent either. But as much as it pained me to say it, it needed to be said and I was going to stand my ground.

"That's different Eli…." I cut her off and started walking towards her "Really Clare how so, it isn't the same as me and Imogene you aren't using dear Jakey to get over me?"

"No.." she mumbled "Speak up Clare I don't think everyone can hear you!" I yelled I realized I had everyones attention might as well make the best of it "See everyone what had happened is me and Clare were together, I was the happiest I had ever been she excepted me regardless of my pass."

"Eli stop" Clare said… "No, No Clare I think if we are going to give a proper show we should at least give them a background so they know what's going on."

Everybody was looking at me like I was crazy…which I am.."And see even though I had a dead ex girlfriend who I felt guilty about, hoarding issues and slightly obsessive she stuck by me until she felt she couldn't handle that anymore."

I started to get really upset and emotional. "So what does she do when the going gets tough….. she breaks my heart..but obviously everyone knows that right." I turned around and walked out the door before anyone could say a thing.

"You had no right to say that Eli." Clare had come running after me, why can't she just keep her half of the bargain and leave me alone.

"I had every right to say that, you had no right to say what you said. Honestly Clare I'm trying to move on because you already have. What the hell am I supposed to do sit around and watch you live your wonderful life with Jake and I just sit here all alone wondering what could have been if I wasn't fucking crazy." She cringed at my words. I was trying to keep my cool but I couldn't anymore I started to cry and she must have realized because she tried to console me but I shrugged her off.

"For you to say I didn't love you is ridiculous because I loved you more than anything in the world, you broke my heart not the other way around, if anyone should be questioning how much they love someone it should be you." And with that I walked away without her saying anything and headed home.

When I got home it was 10pm I couldn't really sleep so I just lied there in bed. Then I heard a knock on the door around 1:00am.

I went downstairs to the door and to my surprise it was Clare.