(Day 28)

(How….)

(How did it all came to this?….)

(If only I could just could have gone back and just did something…anything different to make things better…or maybe just not exist at all. It all seem so easy back then...the whole world use to be in front of me just 28 days ago but yet blind to what is really was and how it saw me. Born with part of the monster my father bears but unable to control it like him. It is all because of it why my life started to change and those around me. Now all I get to see is these beeping machines and people in chairs in this room while floating in this liquid filled tube….is this my life from now on?)

(I guess I deserve it in a way….I brought misery to everyone around me….my family…my friends…..Naomi….I'm sorry…..)