Day after day.
Struggle after struggle.
Curses after insults.
Solitude after ignorance.
And after all this the only that remained was hanging myself in one of the classroom.
At least after death someone would notice me.
So the day I had nothing left I had rope with me and the perfect time of my life.
I still remember the day when I was in a classroom ready to climb on the table prepare a hoop and be free of all my worries before another collage day started in an hour, then she ruined it.
She entered the classroom; her eyes looked into mine as if reading my soul.
I knew I was going to be ignored but then she greeted me.
I was never a conversationalist and after everything I had been through I didn't remember when the last time I heard my own voice was.
I jerked my face out of her gaze; she stood there for a moment peering me before moving to take one of the seats at the back where all the major conversationalist sits.
I headed towards the door to find an empty classroom where I could free myself but she spoke again.
"I'm new here, you know. I don't know anyone here but I am learning to be a psychologist."
She spoke, I thought, she was talking to me but was looking through her bag...
I felt no emotion
And reached for the door knob.
When...
"You may not be a conversationalist...or maybe you have no one to talk to or...maybe people ignore you..."
I paused; she paused.
My eyes widen.
I was shocked.
The words, her words made my hand tremble.
I dare not to look at her.
"...maybe you're pushed into a darkness...known as solitude..."
I trembled more, my legs felt weak.
She was coming close to me I could hear her footsteps.
"...maybe you are pushed so deep in that darkness where there is nothing but darkness..."
That was it.
I fell to my knees, I had no strength left.
I kept my hands on the floor in front of me.
She came to stand in front of me.
"...but you don't have to quit..."
Everything stopped around me.
Any sound was no longer there.
Only the sound of her breathing and my breathing remained.
Her heart.
My heart.
Remained.
I looked up to see her face.
Her eyes...looked like they could see...
Everything.
"...you can't quite..."
She spoke again and extended her hand
To me...
"...not when there is someone who extends their hand to pull you out of that darkness..."
Gone!
Everything around me.
All that there was left was darkness around me.
I hated it.
More than anything in the world...
But right now...there was a light in front of me and it was glowing bright.
Warm.
Welcoming.
Hope.
When my right hand let go of the ropes that I had been holding all that time and grabbed the light.
The darkness vanished the world came back and that hope.
That light...
It was the hand of the girl I met five minutes ago.
That girl was warmth, she was light.
She tightened her grip on my hand...I looked at her face and she smiled.
"Hi. I'm Lucy."
It was that day seven years ago when I was twenty one.
And I still hadn't let go of that light.
-NATSU DRAGNEEL
1ST JULY x791
This is also something I posted a long time ago. and here it is again.
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yours sincerely,
blackLocks
PS:- also MZ HYDE chapter two will be posted soon like really soon so look out for it thankyou