Hey guys! Soooo I just wanted to tell you guys something. When I first started writing on FF, it was because A) I liked to write B) Kid Flash and Jinx has been my favorite couple, even when I was younger. And C) I wanted to see what people thought of my writing. I still have all those reasons, but I didn't realize how emotionally attached I would become to my readers. Do you know how much I virtually love you guys? I mean... When I first started, I was just like "Peoplez liek meh stories! :)" But now, it's like you guys are just... Like... I dunno. But even though we may never meet, I want you guys to know how much I appreciate you guys. And I start crying every time I read your reviews. Like, happy crying. The reason i'm telling you guys this... Is... Well... Being sick and not being able to do anything and be in bed for month after month makes you start to appreciate things more. I'm kinda rambling, but I just wanted to let you guys know you guys make me soooooo happy! :D Anyways, this is a A-Z story. There's going to be 4 chapters. A-F

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A is for approval.

1 1/2 years. That's how long it took for the Titans (Well, mostly Robin and Raven) to approve of her. To let her be on the Teen Titan's. Too much bad history I guess. I didn't really talk to Robin during that year, mostly because of the hell he put Jinx through by not letting her be on the Titans. She was lost. She wasn't a villain, she wasn't a hero. She was just a, as she put it "Freak with bad luck." I would sometimes sit by her window at nights and listen to her cry. I wanted to do something, but she's stubborn. She wouldn't accept any help if I offered it. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore. I needed to do something. Every time I heard her cry, it ripped my heart in two. After a year, I stormed into the Titan's HQ and demanded Robin put her on. It had been a year, and that was far enough time for him to trust her. We fought back and forth for awhile, but I wasn't leaving until I had a communicator for her. Finally, he gave up and gave me the communicator.

"If she does anything, ANYTHING to this team, she will be kicked off. I hope you know what you're doing, Kid." He said. I nod excitedly and ran out. When I finally gave it to Jinx, she tried to play it off and act calm and bored, but I could tell she was excited.

It was obvious still no one trusted her. It was clear after me and Jinx went on a mission with Titans west. Robin made her stay behind, made people constantly watch her. When we got home, I could again hear her, weeping softly. That's when I made my first move. I went into her room(I did kinda break in... Sorry Jinx.) and held her close. She seemed stiff for a couple minutes, which I expected, but what I didn't expect was her putting her head on my chest and continue crying. I was expected a hex, a punch, something. So I let her cry in my arms until she fell asleep. I wanted to stay like that, but I know if she woke up and sees me sleeping next to her, she will be mad. So I layed her down on her bed and went to my house.

It was another half a year when finally, we knew they approved of her fully. A new villain had come along, one that really liked guns. Robin had asked me to come help defeat him, because I was fast enough to dodge the bullets. Of course I brought Jinx with me, telling Robin she could help, to which he scoffed, but allowed. This bad guy was realllllly good at shooting guns. He had pulled out a laser gun and was going crazy with it. Time had seemed to slow down. I saw Jinx run past me towards Robin, pushing him out of the way, making the laser hit her. Time sped up and she flew back and hit the wall. She had a big hole in her side. I was so mad, everything was a blur, then the guy was on the ground, unconscious. I ran to Jinx, who was being healed by Raven. Robin seemed to just be staring at her, a blank expression on his face. I felt mad. She just saved his life, and he wasn't even going to say anything. I was about to start yelling at him, when he walked over to her and placed a gloved hand on her head.

"Thank you... Jinx... You have... Earned my trust." Her eyes widened, but she nodded. I smiled and inwardly did a dance. She was finally had his approval.

B is for Beautiful.

She looked... so beautiful in that dress. The Titans had been invited to a ball, hosted by the mayor, that required being nicely dressed. At first I complained about having to wear a suit, but it all seemed to not matter when she walked in the door. It was a simple pink dress, the same color as her hair and eyes. It was strapless and had a black sash around the middle. It seemed to be made of silk, flowing with every step she took. Her hair was now down from her usual devil horns and in slight waves. She looked around nervously, as if looking for something. All I could do was stare. She seemed kind of insecure in it, constantly shifting around and such. Finally, Beast Boy elbowed me, making me snap out of my trance. I was next to her in a second. I put on my flirty face and smiled at her.

"Hey J-Jinxie." I say, slightly stuttering which I wince at. I couldn't form a coherent sentence in my head just being close to her. She nodded her head at me and nervously switched her body weight from one foot to the other. We stood there in silence for awhile, when a slow dance came on. I threw caution to the wind and held my hand out to her. She looked at my hand like it had just sprouted a head. I rolled my eyes.

"Care for a dance?" I asked. She stood there with a blank look on her face, then nodded and took my hand. After about 5 dances, I felt the eyes of people on us. I looked around the room as far as I could without letting go of Jinx, and saw most of Titans eyes on us. They had a range of emotions on their faces, from "Awww how sweet!" to "Kid Flash got Jinx to dance with him? Wonder how that happened." I felt slightly annoyed, but turned back to Jinx. She had loosened up a little, allowing me to sway with her a little more. She even had a small smile on her face. Score for me! Then, I nearly had a heart attack when she leaned down and rested her head on my shoulder, pulling her body closer to mine. I couldn't tell if I was dreaming or not. I looked down at her and saw her looking up at me. I smiled at her and we continued to dance. Finally, the night drew to an end and Jinx wanted to go home.

"Well... Bye..." She said quietly and turned to leave. Out of impulse, I reached out and grabbed her hand. She turned quickly, a faint pink staining her cheeks. I to felt red rush to my cheeks and I let go of her hand.

"Uh... I just wanted to say you looked... Very... Pretty tonight... Jinx.." I say, looking down at the floor. She stayed silent for a moment, then laughed.

"Isn't that something you usually say at the beginning?" She says. I laugh along with her.

"Bye, idiot." She says, walking out. I watch her walk into the dark, her dress faintly illuminated.

"So... Beautiful..."

C is for Concerned.

I was very concerned. Worried. Scared, even. Jinx had been ignoring all my calls, visits to her house, everything. I didn't know why. So I decided to do what I always do when I don't know what's going on. I spied. I followed her all day, and nothing seemed out of the ordinary. That is, until night came around. I sat by window like I did on those nights she cried. I watched from a tree. She sat on her bed, occasionally looking at the clock next to her bed. The later it grew, the more she glanced at the clock, more nervously. Then, right at 10:00, I saw her Titans communicator light up from across the room. She looked scared. She slowly got up from her bed and walked over to it, just as slow. She reached her hand out to grab it, but hesitated. She grabbed it and looked at it. She went physically white and dropped the communicator. Tears started to come, but she shook her head. She grabbed her PJ's, and went off to go take a shower. I knew Jinx loved taking long showers, so I had a lot of time. What was on her communicator. I vibrated through the wall and walked over to it. I opened the messages, and my eyes widen. An unknown number was messaging her, and sending quite threatening messages.

"Who is doing this?!" I got my answer quickly, by looking at certain messages.

"We will get revenge." "This is revenge for betraying us." "We were your team." I wanted to punch something. The HIVE Five had somehow gotten out of the ice, and was after Jinx. Somehow, I was more mad at Jinx. Why did she not tell me? I got the answer to that question by looking at the newest message.

"If you tell anyone, we will kill him." Him? Does that mean... Me? Is that why Jinx has been ignoring me? I set the communicator and sit on her bed, waiting for Jinx.

"We are going to straighten this out. Goodness Jinx... Making me so concerned... But I guess you were more concerned for my life."

D is for Disloyalty

I really didn't want to make her cry. That's the absolute last thing I wanted to do. I also didn't want to betray her. But... If I didn't then something worse would happen. They would kill her. They took me prisoner and told me that if I didn't fight the Titans, they would kill her. I really didn't want to do it. I had only just realized I loved her. And I was going to tell her. I thought I never would then. I hated seeing her cry. I wanted to tell her so bad. But these guys... that seemed to have arisen from nowhere, were powerful. I had no doubts they could kill Jinx, along with all the Titan's.

She looked at me with a certain look. A look that said "Why?" I wanted to tell her. So bad. I wanted to run up and kiss her, and tell her not to cry, and that it was okay. But it wasn't. She looked like her soul was gone. Tears didn't stop. I felt my own tears come down, but I hid them. I was disloyal to her... I told her I would always be with her, help her, and deep down, love her. Even though I never told her the last one.

"I'm sorry Jinx... I love you... But I was disloyal to you..."

E is for Eggs.

"Walllyyyyy there burning!"

"I'm sorry that you're a horrible cooking teacher!"

"I am not! You are just a terrible student!"

"Well maybe I would be better if you would stop- FIRE!"

"AHHHH!"

"Well... That wasn't so bad."

"WALLACE. RUDOLPH. WEST."

"I'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorry!"

"Get your sorry butt back here!"

"Nooooo!"

"This is what you get for burning the eggs. AGAIN!"

F is for Fear.

She didn't show her fear very much. She was to tough to. But the times she did show it, I wanted nothing more than to hold her in my arms and protect her. There was something in her eyes that showed the fear. Like her body was ready to fight, but her eyes said she was just a scared little girl. And to be honest, she was. If you think about it, all heros and villains are thrown into battle at a young age. But Jinx was just somehow worse. Most hero's and even some villains have a good or partially good childhood. But as far as Jinx has told me, her childhood wasn't the greatest. No, it was one of the worst. And it made her build up, almost and immunity to fear.

I remember when I had caused her fear, that made her have that look in her eyes. I was dying. And she was fearing for my life. I never want her to have fear again.

Alrighty done with teh first chapter! :D Man i'm tired! Time to hit the hay! Later!