After the fight they just had, leaving both ladies panting and tired. Blair looks up to the girl she has called best friend and sister, the girl she has covered up for so many times in her life, the girl who slept with her boy friend and upped and left her during her worse days, the girl who she forgave, the girl her mom and now ex-boyfriend worship and turn a blind eye whenever she does wrong. Blair looks at Serena with sadness, anger, and frustration, Serena always takes everything from her and every time she had to fight for she wants and Serena just comes up and takes the prize without lifting an eyebrow. Blair bows her head and a tear slips out, Serena has taken everything and now she wants Yale, Serena knew how much Yale meant to her and yet she still came here to take this from her and even came to the dinner party. Blair sees Serena stand up and dust herself off and try to go back to the dinner party, the dinner party that was meant for her, her Yale dinner party. Blair declares right there that this is actually going to stop, she is tired of fighting and not reaping her hard work. She decides right there that enough was enough, because she was fed up.

"Serena" she calls "if you enter that dinner party, we are done and I mean it this time."

Serena looks up to her and says "last time I checked Yale didn't give degrees in sluts" she says looking at Blair trying to figure out where her head was, but the girl in front of her was emotionless. She knows she didn't need Yale, she is just here to spite Blair and she knows she is wrong, but doesn't know how to ask for forgiveness or beg Blair to forget everything.

Blair looks up at Serena and stares at her squarely in the face "Serena if you enter that room again I am cutting our ties, but don't forget you gave me the weapon that I would use to sever it". In Blair's head she is begging Serena not to enter that room again because as much as she hates how Serena behaves and takes things she still loved her like a sister and would love her no matter what.

"Suit yourself" Serena turns to go back to the dinner party and deep down she wishes Blair would come in with her and fight the post to be in Yale with her, so she can later step down and apologize to her and they would make up and get back into their normal routine, that's how their fights always ended, but when she turned she saw Blair's back leaving the premises. That's when she knew she had over crossed the line and this time there might be no going back, she was scared of what might become of her relationship with Blair.


Immediately Blair saw Serena turn her body and go back the party, Blair releases a shuddering breath and turns back to go back to New York since there was nothing here for her. The chancellor already said Yale needed someone like Serena and not someone like her, so what was the need anyway. When she arrived New York she went to a bar and ordered a dry gin martini with three olives. She kept on stirring the olives and staring at the drink until she felt someone slip into the seat when she looked up brown eyes met blue eyes.

"Hello beautiful"

"Carter", she looks back into her drink "what are you doing here?"

"Cruising in and out" he looks at her sad stance and decided to tell her the truth "came to see my mom she was ill, the question should be, what is a gorgeous girl like you doing in this kind of place in the afternoon might I add". Blair looks up at him and was just tired of everything and wasn't in the mood to think of a good retort or anything.

"Sorry about your mom, hope she recovers" she says while looking at him.

"She will live" carter shrugs nonchalantly "now you haven't answered my question".

"Just came back from new haven".

"Right it's that time of the year for Ivy League interviews, so how was it"

"I lost it"

"You lost what"

"Yale" she says somberly and carter looked at the almost broken girl in front of him

"Fuck Yale" he breathes out, Blair whips her head at that, she was shocked but regained her composure, and she was surprised someone would say fuck you to an Ivy League school. Leave it to Carter fucking Baizen to say fuck you to a prestigious school.

"They didn't want someone like me an uptight bookworm who isn't in the front page of page 6"

"Fuck Yale" he says again

"They said they wanted someone like Serena" she looks at him and he says nothing, "she would be taking the place, if she hasn't already been accepted".

"Fuck Yale…. Fuck Serena" he looks up into her face "you deserve more than what Yale can give you, trust me I know and you deserve more than Serena if she knew what Yale meant to you and still wanted it then she doesn't deserve the title best friend in your life".

"Yea right" Blair says and bows her head as a tear slips out, so carter wouldn't see it "says the guy who slept with Serena, follows and comes to her whenever she beckoned and still beckons".

"There is a reason men like me use Serena for sex but bring a girl like you home to be shown to our parents. We do that because Blair, girls like you are rare and when found we try not to mess with them because it's going to cut deep when we lose you. Girls like Serena are for use and dump I am not saying it's a good thing. All I am saying is that girls like Serena, like you know are flighty and don't last, girls like you deserve so much things that life can offer"

"Blair looks up at him amazed and shocked and says "thank you Carter that was flattering never knew you had it in you" while wiping away the prodigal tear.

"You are welcome, so what if Yale doesn't accept you other schools will. I have seen how determined in school you are. If am to point out someone who loves school, you are the only one I know and I am sure other ivy league schools would put up a fight for you, you are Blair Waldorf"

"Ha I don't think so"

"Why if I may ask"

"Let's just say I didn't apply anywhere else apart from Yale" she bows her head in shame considering if she was temporary insane when she applied to Yale only.

"Wow...you must have had high hopes for Yale...hmm have you tried late registrations, am sure it's not that too late. With your record trust me you would be accepted".

"Really? You don't think they would decline my request?"

"No I don't think so, so what do you say we go sign you up and start filling all those forms?"

"You want to help me?" Blair asks bewilderedly and not quite sure if it's just her imagination or what, but she is happy to have carter around to help her, well for now, she just needs company.

"Yea, I have nothing to do in the city while waiting for the recovering of my mom why not spend it here with trying to help you huh?" he asks.

"I guess that would be okay" carter jumps down from his seat and extends his hands to Blair, Blair takes them and they leave the bar...


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