I'm in a deep dark abyss of nothingness,
I haven't got the time to fall in love,
When I'm trying to follow the light,
But it's just too bright,
So I keep on climbing
With my head hung low,
Yes it goes slow,
But at least I'm getting somewhere,
So for now I've got nothing to share.
There is no time,
When your head and your hands,
Are holding on to the earth and the sky,
And you ask yourself "why am I here",
But the answer isn't near.
"I'm trapped" you decide as your heart does reside in a bottomless pit,
And no one gives a shit.
Whether you're dead or alive,
And they don't know how hard you strive,
You just wanna survive.
And when you gather the courage to drag yourself up once more,
They just point and laugh as they stand on the shore,
Surrounded by loved ones.
And are given anything and anyone,
Who is different is a humorous toy they can watch you struggle and giggle as you slip.
As your life wastes away,
Stuck clinging to the walls of a bottomless pit that you've climbed up since birth.
You never know mirth,
Only the lies you were told and the mask that you hold,
That hides you,
From prying eyes and many more lies,
Slip through all the time.
So you lie.
You're a fake.
No one knows the true you.
You're a puppet, you're too late.
No one will ever help you.
You're a disgrace,
To the human race,
You've told yourself this many times.
"Don't you want to change?"
of course I do!
"Don't you want people to like you?"
Of course I do!
"Too bad! HAHAHA!"
"YOU THINK YOU CAN CHANGE, YOU'RE JUST TOO STRANGE!"
"No One Will Ever Like You."
"No One Will Ever Want You."
I KNOW YOU HATE ME!
I HATE ME, TOO!
I just wish I wouldn't hear this coming from you.
The me inside is the one talking.
The one that hates me the most IS me.
I just wish someone would save me.
Someone that would be
My Friend
Forever.