1Disclaimer- I don't own Naruto! But I wish I did but then..all the couples would have been together and all the mean people would've been tied to chairs and suffer listening to Gai and Lee talk about "YOUTH!!!" Mwahaa!

Summary A Short oneshot based on a true story. My first Fanfic so be gentle. - But I'll accept any sorts of critisim!

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Forever Regret and Weep Why You Didn't Know What You Had

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How could I've been stupid?

My life would have been perfect if I left satisfied with it.

I ruined it.

Because I wanted more?

This whole time I longed for love and fate threw me too much I could handle.

Was it because I pursued for it?

Just to be wanted?

From the start, my heart belonged to one.

The blonde light that would make my heart flutter.

Uzumaki Naruto.

We loved and embraced each other at every moment we could find.

It was like forever we would be together.

Every day I would look at him and he would smile and caress our lips.

My heart would melt at his very breath on my skin.

When he spoke, every word would be kept, locked safely away in the depths of my thoughts.

I savored each moment I spent with him and cried softly whenever one of us must leave.

He was the love I thought I would spend the rest of my life with, but my incompetence lead me to breaking his heart.

But why? I had no reason to.

We were perfect together but I left him.

And for what?

For a man who I thought was better than him?

A famous and well known handsome man?

My voice tears away at his very name now.

Uchiha Sasuke.

My fantasy lead me to think this new love was what I really wanted.

Thinking that he isn't doing enough, I left him for someone who I thought could do more for me.

I stayed happy with my new love and agreed to make my vows to stay with him forever.

And this was it.

This is my life.

And I'll everlastingly stay in love with my new husband.

Was it real?

After thoughts about it, my new life felt...fake.

A feeling I didn't really want.

I wanted to believe this was it and he was going to be the joy and love of my life.

Was it really?

Or am I just saying that?

I want to believe that and feel no regret..

But No. This is a poor forgery of my true desires.

I gave up what I really loved.

My first love...Naruto.

I regret hurting him and wish I could erase and rewrite my life so I'm not left with my guilt. But I'm too late.

I'm eternally tied to my artificial lover, and my true love has found another, Hyuuga Hinata.

My heart slowly dies away just thinking of it.

Poisoning and intoxicating my veins anxiously wanting to kill me.

It eats away at my very sanity hoping I will break.

I deserve that punishment.

I want to feel it.

I just want to suffer a different pain hoping it will overshadow the one I agonize through now.

Why won't it take me away and relieve me?

Because that is my punishment.

Now forever stuck in the arms of an abstract love.

Watching.

Crying as I see my first lover smile gently and caress the lips of another.

Haruno Sakura. What a fool you are.