I would suggest listing to So Much For My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne while reading this.
My Happy Ending
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Yeah, my happy ending is shot
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Who am I kidding, of course your dead, you died protecting her
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The exact opposite, I said "go" and you, you left
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dead without you
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Yep, I got held up high and then dropped down and I landed, Hard
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But nope you liked her
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I wish I had tried harder
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Not panicked...
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You never were pretending, I was deluding myself
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No chance to tell you how I feel now, damn
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You had your dumb friends, and an idiot that you love
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Only 'cuz I was sad, I made a mistake
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And they never will
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I doubt it
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You could be such an idiot sometimes
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And yet I still loved you
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Forever
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Even if I couldn't have you, you were there
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But I knew, everyone loved you
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I fell down; and you stared, not knowing why I was falling to pieces.
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I hit the bottom, right when it happened
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Kind, sweet, loyal, could take a punch, hot
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And I can't stop them
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I miss you
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All 'cuz I was scared
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I wish I hadn't
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It died when you did,
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Percy
I removed the lyrics to fit with Fanfiction . net guidelines. (10/12/13)