A/N: This is my first shot at a Song-Fic. It's going to be a One-Shot with the song 'End of the Dream' by Evanescence. It's a Jade fic, explaining the end of her relationship with Beck, entirely in her POV. Review if you like it. Takes place the night of The Worst Couple, to a few months or so afterwards.
I can't believe he didn't open the door. How can someone say they love you, and then let the relationship end like that? 3 years down the drain. Just like that.
I feel a grave Brushed off the face felt your light and I remember why I know this place I found a bird Closing her eyes one last time And I wonder if she dreamed like me
He says we fight all the time. It's not like it's entirely my fault, either. HE lets all of those girls hang on him, without even considering telling them he has a girlfriend. Had one, anyway.
As much as it hurts, ain't it wonderful to feel?
So go on and break your wings Follow your heart till it bleeds As we run towards the end of the dream
All I do is run home. I have to get away from Vega's, away from where I know he still is, un-moved by what happened. Did he even try to go to the door? Or did he just sit down and play cards with my so-called friends. I thought we loved each other to the point where nothing could make it end, but apparently, I was wrong. Here I am, in an empty house, the last person who I thought cared about me, gone.
I'm not afraid I pushed through the pain And I'm on fire I remember how to breathe again
I lost track of how long it's been since we officially broke up. It feels like hell, no-one goes near me, not even Cat. It seems even she didn't try to help us. I remember hearing Robbie say something that they felt bad for just sitting there, not making Beck open the door, or something. A lot of good that does, feeling bad for something you thought you could help. Idiot. The pain in my heart is finally starting to fade, but it still stings when I see him. Especially when he seems so close to Vega now. Just when I thought this couldn't get any worse.
As much as it hurts, ain't it wonderful to feel?
So go on and break your wings Follow your heart till it bleeds As we run towards the end of the dream
So, Vega loses her shot at fame at the Platinum Music Awards. About time she fails at something. You'd think I'd be happy that they gave the shot to me, and I was, until Cat left her video chat on and I saw Beck try to kiss Vega. I never thought he'd move on to her. I saw it coming, but the pain still hurts. Even her turning him down because of me doesn't help the pain, but at least someone seems to care about me. Even if it is her. Screw it. I guess I should start moving on now too. If he can, I sure as hell can too. Giving Vega the shot deserves at the Platinum Music Awards help, but only because of everything she's done for me.
Why must we fall apart To understand how to fly I will find a way Even without wings Follow your heart till it bleeds As we run towards the end of the dream Follow your heart till it bleeds As we run towards the end of the dream.
I'm done with Beck. Having mutual friends makes this all tough, but I'll deal. The pain has almost gone, so I guess it's safe to move on. The dream has ended, but only for a better one to start.
A/N2: I realize the song doesn't really fit the story, and I apologize. I had the idea for a while, so I finally wrote it. The lyrics came straight out of the book that came with the cd. I have another Song-fic One-Shot in mind, but I'm still deciding on how to do it. It's another Jade and Beck one, focusing on after the break-up again. The song is 'Mean' by Pink, or 'Battlefeild' by Jordin Sparks. Once I get a chance to look at the lyrics, I will write it and post it when I have the chance. Until nest time.
