Yay! My first real Hetalia fanfic! Haha I do not own Hetalia or any of the content in this juss sayin... Da! IVAN RULEZZZ :D

Russia X Japan Chapter One:

"M-Mr. Ludwig?" A teary eyed Kiku whispered. His short brown hair was frizzy and Un-kept.
There were bags under his eyes from being up all night. Tears pouring down his soft cheeks. He opended his eyes wider to see his German friend. He laid almost motionless in a plain hospital bed. Kiku cried harder as a gurgling sound came from his dear friends throat and he coughed up blood. No No NO! This cant be happening Kiku screamed in his own mind. He knew exactly what was going on, unlike Felicano, who he could hear in the hallway shouting DOITSU over and over. Tears blinding his now open eyes. Kiku glanced over at the larger man who now seemed like a child. Weak and sweaty. Tired too. Kiku was up all night with Ludwig the night before, Comforting him when he awoke is a cold sweat from his re-accuring nightmares...Nation Terrors he repeated in his mind. He remembered Ludwigs rasping short breaths explaining how He and Felicano were killed in a war between him and the allies. Blood and pain was all around. Everythign was dark and he soon began to fall into a pit of nothing. No one. Kiku snapped out of his thoughts when Ludwig began to start a fit of coughing and moaning and pain. Tears once again fell as he rested his head against the larger man. He cried harder and harder every second that he heard his friend in pain. It was official now... Germany was dissolving. The thought drained Japan of all his energy and will to go on. He sat still and cried alone, till he heard the door squeak open.

"Privet?" A Russian accent sounded out. Powerful and loud. Russia was here... Why? Japan thought but didnt ask, or move just sobbed out loud. The Russian had never seen Kiku cry so he rushed over to him, his scarf flapped awkwardly. Ivan lifted Kiku's chin up to find tears flowing down his cheeks like waterfalls. He took his hand.

"Da? Are you going to be ok?" Kiku pulled his hand away quickly and collapsed into the stronger mans arms. Ivan hugged him tight His violet eyes were wide open in shock and confusion... and Excitment? Kiku sobbed into Ivans arms but he didnt mind. Either of them.

"W-why are you here? I thought you'd be last to say goodbye.." His words were hard to make out. They came out between each sob.

"Da, I am the last. Im sorry to just walk in but, I thought no one would be in here, I thought youd be one of the first people to say good bye da?"

"Oh...Well, I dont K-know ok?" He sounded angry but it faded in with his cries. Ivan sat down and hugged Kiku, letting him cry on his chest. Ivan glanced up at Germany to see mounds of Flowers and gifts sitting on his chest. He clutched them with a shaking hand as he coughed more. The Heavy set Russian winced at his pain instead of enjoying it. Kiku looked at Ivan to find him crying as well.
He hugged him. Not careing that his space was being invaded. He just needed someone.

After what seemed like an eternity, Kiku got up and wiped away his tears that fell hard for his falling friend.

"I-I should let you say good bye.." He said barely above a whisper. He ran out quickly and hugged Italy whose eyes were red as well.
Ivan couldnt help but notice how much MORE Kikus eyes were emotionless, and clouded over with pain and sorrow.

"Da, Germany?.. I - I wanted to say that, I didnt know you very well, But since i was always alone.. and you were one of my only friends... I wanted to say that what we share is very special da?" He paused before going on "Also i have something for you..."
He bent down and scooped the pipe off the floor. He placed the dented, red stained pipe on his only friends chest. "Da.." He said barely audible. Germany took the time to use his last bit of energy to reach up a dying hand and place it weakly on top of the pipe He forced a smile onto his face before forming the words with his mouth and barely getting them out before coughing again:

"J-Ja... Ivan, Thank you." He moaned and coughed again. Ivan felt pity for once and cried harder. He looked at the german who barely smiled before shtting his eyes, In a forever sleep. Ivan collapsed in tears as the room filled with an ear splitting beep.
Minutes later he got up and left the room after the doctor came in and placed a fresh bed sheet over his face. He looked out at all the nations gathered around and frowned. He nodded and tears slid down his face. His heart was heavy and felt like ice. Everyone could tell what that meant.

"Da... He's gone.." He sobbed as did everyone else.