I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.
Today was than first year anniversary of Robin's death. Everything drifted apart. Starfire's friends. Her career as a super hero, everything.
She couldn't fly anymore. She hadn't in a year. She couldn't even feel the slightest bit of joy. What was there to be happy about? She had lost the one she loved without telling him how she felt. In a way she's glad she didn't tell him. She didn't want to pain him in his last moments. As if he could ever feel the same way.
To Robin she was probably just another team mate. Oh how wrong she is. Robin wanted to tell her how he felt. He was going to tell her with his last breath. Starfire I love you. I always have. Short and sweet were those seven words. But what if she liked him back, he didn't want to break her heart by leaving her all alone. He couldn't do that. So he kept his mouth shut.
Starfire knelt by his grave. Richard Grayson. Teen titan and beloved friend.
"Hi Robin. I miss you. I haven't seen our friends, but don't worry! I'm sure they are just… getting the space they need. Robin it's been very hard without you. I have felt lonely. None of our friends have the patience or time to teach me about earth like you did. There's so much I wish I knew. Like why telling the one you love, that you love them is hard. Why you feel sad when it rains. Why once a bee stings you it dies. Oh Robin I don't know how much I can take. I miss you way to much!" Starfire sobbed.
Cause every time we touch, I get this feeling.
And every time we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause every time we touch, I feel this static.
And every time we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so?
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.
"I love you Robin. I always have. I wish I told you before you died. You ment the world to me. Oh I wish you were here to tell me if I said that right! Without you I have lost my joy. Without you I have no best friend. Without you I have no one! No one Robin! You left and so did everyone else!" Tears streamed down the red heads face and plopped on his grave.
Your arms are my castle; your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
"Where are you now Robin? Who is to catch me when I fall? Who! That's right no one! I'm on my own. No Raven or Beast Boy. Cyborg is gone too. Who am I suppose to turn to? The Teen titans were my family. And you all left to." Starfire clenched her fist together.
Cause every time we touch, I get this feeling.
And every time we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause every time we touch, I feel this static.
And every time we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so?
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life
"How am I to know if you are happy…up there?"
"How am I to know anything? Or understand?" Starfire looked up at the sky that began to pour. She sat on the now soaked ground not moving.
"Cause every time we touched, I got this feeling." Starfire says softly. So soft no one could hear.
And every time we kiss I swear I can fly.
"Could you feel my heart beat fast, I wanted this to last?"
"I still Need you by my side" starfire looked over at the trees above some of the graves. Suddenly a Robin flew over her head. For the first time in a year she smiled