Special
For my very best friend. A, I love you so much. I hate what life through in our way but in know we'll overcome it (or perhaps I hope we will). So yeah I kinda had to write this although I probably shouldn't and you probably won't be reading it. Well I certainly don't wanna get you into anymore trouble so this is the last you'll be hearing from me. Love you xxxx.
To everyone else who reads this: Just enjoy. It's really short and it's really just a bout showing what love (or in this case friendship) can overcome. Have fun. As usual I don't own anything and Steph owns it all.
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
-Kelly Clarkson (BTW the rest of the song does not describe anything about this situation)
I sat down at the table. Goddamn table. I think I hate tables. Although I kind of hate everything nowadays. For four months I've been looking at the world through a thick layer of sadness and anger. Anger at that bitch. Yes I'm talking about Karma. Ever since Edward got called away for a really important case overseas, I've been sick with worry. I haven't heard from him ever since and wasn't even able to function out of worry. I mean come on! The Russian mob?! Seriously? They had to send him away for that? But I guess that's the life of an agents wife. Trust that your man will get back to you in the end. And I do. Trust him I mean. My Edward would never disappoint me. He hasn't since the first time we met in our senior year of highschool. He hasn't when I went away for college and he hasn't even when he joined the FBI. He's the most amazing man in my whole life and although I sometimes want to kick him for being so careless I still love him more than anything. Because that's what love is about isn't it? Finding your other half and never letting go. That's what we did. We may have been separated for over 2 years but we knew that in the end we'd find eachother again. Because you don't meet people like that often. They are meant to be cherished and never forgotten, never far from our minds during separation. And that's exactly what I'll do. I'll stay strong because I know that one day he'll come back to me. That's just how we are. Special.