Unhappy
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She doesn't know what she wants, but she wouldn't mind knowing. This not knowing hurts—it hurts her girls.
She thought she wanted Dennis, but then he wasn't around enough and they fought too much, so she took the girls and left. Then, she decided that George was just right for her, but he's around too much and they don't fight enough. She doesn't want to leave because divorce is so messy and her girls are still healing, but she doesn't want to stay because she feels so angry all the time and she yells at her girls too much.
She's tried the rich man and the loving man and she once dated a guy who was neither, but she's never satisfied. Everything's perfect for awhile, but then she starts wondering, and everything starts crumbling. Her heart's infected with wanderlust, and she doesn't know how to stop it; it's a train that barely pauses at the stations it passes through. She's a wreck, but she's got to put herself together soon, before she runs over her girls.
She doesn't know what she wants, but she needs to know. This not knowing hurts—she's hurting her girls, and she can't stop.