Miley's POV
February 14th. This is Mandy's day. I'll fill you in on what has been happening. I have not talked to Nick since New Years and I do not plan to. He is now dating Selena Gomez, which is his choice, but my terrible heart break. I haven't been the same since Nick. I've just felt like he had my heart, and took it with him when he left. I shouldn't have been so vulnerable and went back to him. Demi and Selena were confronted for the pics, because they were tracked to Demi's computer. Yet Nick still loves Selena and they still have fans. I hate who I love. Back to reality… "Mandy, your day is finally here!" I smiled putting on my shoes. "I know." Mandy smiled. "What's it like?" I asked. "What do you mean?" She asked. "What's it like to be in love with someone who loves you and only you?" I asked. "Still missing him?" Mandy asked. "Yeah, but it's your day. Let's just forget about it. Pink or blue?" I asked about my earrings. "Neither." Mandy smirked. "Try these." She handed me a pair of clear crystal studs. "Hey, aren't these yours?" I asked. "Yes, but we both need to look pretty today, don't we?" She smiled. "I'm so happy for you Mandy." I smiled.
I had on an aquamarine dress and cream heels. It matched Mandy and Freddy's theme of aqua and cream. My hair was in a ponytail, but a fancy one. I had the honor of carrying the nuggets down the isle, and I'm maid of honor. I have Christian to be my date. "Mandy!" I said. "You're getting married." I said, holding her hand. "I am, aren't I…?" she said. "I'm not growing up too fast… right? I mean, I had twins at 20, now I'm getting married. I planned to do this all way later."
"It all happened for a reason. I can't imagine life different. Things are steady. I can't imagine you without Freddy. I can't imagine life without my nuggets. Don't regret a thing."
"I don't regret it. I just wish I would have waited."
"Waited for what? Happiness? I did that and I regret it. You shouldn't. You have an adorable family. And in a few hours you'll be Mrs. Tress. That's what you've wanted to be for so long, and look here. That's what you will be. Remember, we can go ice skating on the rock."
"Thank you Miley." Mandy said hugging me. "Thank you." I said. "Lets go, you have a guy to marry." Mandy and I walked out of the hotel room and down the elevator. "Damn it why did I pick such a long dress? I'm stepping on myself." Mandy said. "Don't worry. You look killer, Miss Jiroux. Let's live your last moments as a Jiroux wisely." I laughed. We got downstairs and the wedding planner stole Mandy and told me to go wait in place by the ball room doors. After everyone was down the isle, the wedding march started playing.
Mandy's POV
My mom and dad were proud of me… Gare was proud of me… but I am not very sure that I'm proud of myself. I just feel so… young. I feel like I'm too young. It was finally time for me to trip over myself and walk down the isle. The doors opened, and my heart went into my stomach. I saw Freddy, and every single bad thought I had went away. I don't feel too young. I don't feel too old. Gosh, what do I feel? Everything is floating… wait a minute… are we the only two in the room? SHIT! Oh wait… there's Miley. Dad started to walk me down the isle… I don't feel ready, yet I do… once again… mixed feelings. Just like when I saw the plus sign on the pregnancy test. I was excited that I was going to be a mom, like I always had wanted to be. And then again, I was thinking "What the hell did I do?" Just like now. I'm finally marrying Freddy, but I feel forced because of the twins. Even though I love Freddy… I don't know. SHUT UP MANDY. I just need to focus on um… my shoes… oh no… IS THAT DIRT? My God, I'm having a nervous breakdown.
Miley's POV
I'm standing here… I'm so happy for Mand. It's hard to see this though. I wanted this with Nick… but you know what? It's probably going to happen with Nick and Selena. Selena Jonas… Miley Jonas… Miley Jonas sounds better… But anyway, I watched in awe as it was obvious that love was in front of me just by seeing Freddy and Mandy holding hands. It's truly amazing. I almost forgot that I had Josie in one arm and Christian in the other. Christian was fighting sleep, drifting off one second then putting his head back up the next. Josie was occupied playing with my necklace. "Do you, Amanda Michelle Jiroux take Fredric Michael Tress to be your lawful wedded husband?" The priest asked. I seriously hated how they use the whole names. Freddy's name sounds like he's an old person. I find it quite hilarious though when people's names are like, really stupid. Like, Franklin Lesley. I find that hilarious.
Finally… "I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may kiss the bride." The priest said. That one kissed zipped it up. Mandy is no longer a single bitch. She's a married bitch! "I introduce you to Mr. and Mrs. Fredric Tress." The priest said. Fredric… I wanted to fall out laughing. Everyone started clapping as they walked down the isle. We followed behind, then Freddy's brother, then Garret (I have no idea why he was up there to be honest with y'all), then the bride's maids and then the grooms men. "Hi Mrs. Tress" I said catching up with Mandy. She smiled. "Nuggets, you and your mommy now have the same last name." I said to the nuggets. "You talk to them like they actually understand you." Mandy said. "You never know if they do." I said. "Mandy you look beautiful." Brandi said walking by. "I need my flip flops. My feet are killing me." I said. "I'm gonna go to the car real quick." I handed Mandy the twins and headed out the door. Of course, there were reporters and paparazzi flooding the parking lot. "Miley I bet you can't wait till your wedding. Then you can…" I cut the son of gun off by sticking up my hand, showing the purity ring. "Now stop." I said.
I got my flip flops and quickly went back inside. I went down the hall to where the party room was. I went in to join the other 100 guests. After 5 minutes, a voice came over the speakers. "I am proud to introduce… Freddy and Mandy Tress!" the voice said. Mandy and Freddy walked in. People clapped. Ha- what the hell? Who invited Nick Jonas to this party? I quietly got up from my seat and walked over to where I saw Nick. "Hello…" I said to him. "Um… hi." Nick said. "Why are you trying to ruin Mandy's wedding? If she sees you…" I was cut off. "I got an invitation." He said. "Well that was like, 2 months ago! When we were still together. So I'd prefer if you'd leave, Nick." I said. I knew he wasn't here for Mandy. "Why are you here… anyway?" I asked. "Because…" Nick turned around, and I saw Selena walking up. I just shook my head in disbelief. "You bring her to Mandy's wedding Nick. Wow, you really haven't changed. Just go…" I said. "Aw, but Miley, we wanna be here." Selena said sarcastically. "You really haven't Nick." I said walking away.
I tried to keep back my tears, but one came out. Mandy saw me. She attempted to run over to me, but failed. "Miley what's wrong?" She asked. "Nothing, I'm just happy for you." I fake smiled. "You look upset and… NICK JONAS? WHY THE FUCK IS HE HERE?" Mandy asked shocked. "Oh my God… that's why you're crying. He's leaving." Mandy went over to security guard and told him to kick Selena and Nick out. Haha, that's my Shmand. Mandy started to say my name over and over…
"What?" I asked, fluttering my eyes over and over. "You fell asleep." She laughed. "How could I fall asleep at your wedding? And how could I have a nightmare at your wedding?" I asked. "What was it about this time?" Mandy laughed. "Nick and Selena were here." I said. "That would never happen." Mandy said. (For those of you who don't get this, from Miley seeing Nick onto where Mandy kicked him out was a daydream)
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The next day, I was flipping through out the channels. I came upon E! News. The only thing on the screen was a picture of Nick and Selena with quotes underneath. "'Selena is the only one for me. I've never been as happy.' Nick Jonas states. 'Life just isn't the same with Nick! I'm amazingly happy!' Selena smiles. Looks like Nelena is more active than Niley!" The reporter said. I threw a pillow at the TV. I decided to turn on MTV. TRL was on, and so were the Jonas Brothers. "And here's a look at the Jonas Brother's new video, Dream Girl." The women said. All of the sudden, "secret song" came on. My eyes widened. "Secret song…" I muttered. I quickly got up and walked out of my door. You probably knew exactly where I was going. I knocked on his door, more like banged, until someone answered. Finally… the door opened.
"What are you doing here?" Kevin asked. "Dream Girl." I said coldly. "New single? You like it or something?" Kevin asked. "That was written for me. That was a secret." I said. "Nick said he wrote it for Sel." Kevin said. "W-what?" I asked. "That's what he said." Kevin said. At that moment, I felt lied to, hurt and betrayed. Cleary pissed, I walked away. Just because I hate Nick's friends… my God, you don't dump a girl for that. This is perfectly a good place to point out, "Your friends their jerks when you act like them just know it hurts." I remember when Nick hated Selena. Now look at him! Psh, they can go cuddle under some rock that will fall on them for all I care. Listen to me! I sound like an evil person. He loved me. He gave me a meaning. Now he's giving my meaning and my song to Selena. Bitch, that aint cool.
I went home and went into my room. I searched everywhere for every single thing Nick ever had given to me. The bracelet from my 15th birthday party, the pictures we took in the photo booth on the BOBW concert tour, his dog tag, the shirt he bought me, the converse he wrote all over just for me and the thing I wanted to get rid of most… his song. I wanted to erase it all, erase him from my memory. The easy things were being erased, the pictures, the messages, the texts. But I couldn't erase the memories, the smiles, the laughs, the I love yous. The way his smile was contagious, his words always so right and his spirit was so gentle. I guess if Nick Jonas doesn't like you, psh, he goes a long way to piss you off. Make you want to regret ever even looking at him, let alone loving him.
I put this all in a box, and grabbed a piece of paper and a pen. I began to write…
Secret song… does the word secret mean let it out and give it to another girl? No, it means keep it a SECRET. Nick, how dare you even let anyone know about that song? I know, we broke up, and haven't spoken for like… forever. But that doesn't give you the right to sing my song to someone else. And by the way, how the hell can you date Selena? After everything she has done to me? Well obviously you don't give a shit considering the fact you dumped me for them. Sure, they're your friends, but I was your girlfriend. Big difference. I'm returning it all, the stuff you gave me. When you claimed to love me. I'm also returning the song. It doesn't mean anything to me now. Just another line on paper. Go tell Selena about this, sure. I don't care. You "love" her now. Just like you "loved" me. I can't believe you told Kevin and Joe you wrote that song about Selena. What? You guys needed a new song so you just rummaged through your trash can and found this one and added a few verses to the chorus? Wow. I can't believe you. Take this all Nick. Throw it away if you want. I don't care. But it all brings back haunting memories. I still haven't stopped my unconditional love for you, but I know you've stopped loving me. So I should just leave you alone. I'm returning it all Nick. So that I can leave you alone. I still have my friends and my family, so without you, I guess I'll be miserable at best, considering I at least have people who love me. Goodbye.
-Miley
I attached the letter to the box and took it down the road to the Jonas'. I left it at the door and rang the doorbell. I quickly scattered off back home, hoping Nick would find his belongings, which no longer belonged to me, which no longer meant anything. They were just items, and one piece of worthless paper.
Nick's POV
The doorbell rang and I rushed to get it, hoping it was Selena. I opened the door, only to find a box with a letter attached. I read the letter, which was addressed to me. I didn't expect it to be from Miley. Shocked, I grabbed the box and walked inside. I opened the box slowly and found everything I had ever given Miley. Including the song. It was crumbled and the sides were torn a little. My phone started buzzing, and Selena's number was on the screen. I picked it up, forgetting Miley. What a jerk I am.