I've been in my room thinking all afternoon. I came home after school and after Brittany told me she loves me more than anything in the world. I have a lot to think about. I need to make a decision because Brittany deserves better than the coward I am right now. She deserves for me to be strong and only care about her. Her opinion is the only one that's ever mattered anyway. I'm ready to give up everything else. I want Brittany S. Pierce and nothing should stand in the way of that. She's the best person in the world and she deserves someone who's proud to have her. I guess this is all something I should say to her. It's not doing any good to just think it. I'll text her and see if we can talk.

-Hey B. Can I come over? I need to talk to you about something.
-Sure honey! See you soon :)

So now I'm on my way to Brit's. I'm so nervous. I have honestly never been this nervous in my entire life. I mean, it's just Brittany, but that's exactly the problem. She's my whole world and if she doesn't want me… I don't know what I'll do.

I get to her house and go straight in and up to her room. I knock on her door.

-Hey Brit.
-Hey San. What's up?
- Can I talk to you about something important?
-Of course! Is everything okay?
-Yeah B. I just need to say something but don't interrupt or I might chicken out. Okay?
-I promise I won't. I don't want you to turn into a chicken!
-Okay Brit. You know how earlier you told me that you think anything is possible for us? Well I hope you meant that because I love you, B. I love you more than I could ever say and I want to be with you. I'm sorry that before I was too ashamed but I want to be with you now and I want to tell anyone and everything. I think you're the best person in the world and I would be so proud to have you as my girlfriend. I want to give you everything you deserve. I'm sorry that before I was afraid of what other people would say but I realize now that I'm more afraid you'll realize you deserve better than me and that you'll forget me altogether. I don't want that. I couldn't survive without you Brit. So what I need from you is an answer to a very important question. Brittany Susan Pierce, will you be my girlfriend? If you say yes, I promise to do anything I can to make you the happiest girl alive… So?
- I would love to be your girlfriend San! I thought you'd never ask but don't think I could ever forget you. I love you way too much for that. Even more than Lord Tubbington, just don't tell him though!

Finally. As soon as she gets her answer out, I wrap her in my arms and never want to let go. I finally have Brittany and I hope that never changes. I pull back a little bit and softly put my lips on hers. This kiss is different than all our others. It's perfect. It's slow and passionate because it's not just about getting to sex anymore. It's about showing Brittany how I feel. After we pull away because of the need for oxygen, I pull Brit down so I can just hold her. I realize that tomorrow will be hard when we start telling people but for now, I just want to hold onto my girl.