DISCLAIMER: I don't own Maximum Ride!! James Patterson rocks way much!
(NOTE This is an idea that I got from a fan-fiction I'm going to start writing. This letter will be in it! My e-mail isn't working, I don't know why, so I can't e-mail you to tell you when it's up! Sorry!)
(WARNING IT HAS A LITTLE SPOILER FROM THE FOURTH MAXIMUM RIDE BOOK!! JUST A LITTLE ONE!)
(NOTE I know this isn't very Max, but she was emotional while writing this. Who would be, it's a last letter!
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Fang,
You're either reading this because I'm dead, or I told you to, or you just found somehow found it or whatever. Whichever one it is, I just wanted you to know what my real mission was. No, it wasn't to find more out about the desises Itex was thinking about unleashing on the world. My real mission was to kill you. It came up about two months before you left for college, I just thought that it would be easier for me to tell you that I had a new mission when you where at college. Somehow, the mission was tempting me to kill you. I didn't want to hurt you.
That's why I avoided you. It wasn't because I hated you, or was just tired or you, or because I'm a jerk (which I am). I did this to keep you safe. That's why I was always so scared to be around you, because I didn't want to hurt you, let alone kill you. I really hope that you didn't think that I avioded you because I hated you and I'm sorry for all the distress I might have caused you. I just needed you to be safe. I know I probably hurt you and I'm so, so, sorry. Please forgive me Fang. I'm so sorry.
There's one last thing I wanted to tell you. I love you. I love you so much. I have ever since you kissed me on that dock four years ago. I ran because I knew that we couldn't be together if I was saving the world and knew it would be so much harder. I'm sorry I couldn't tell you I'm person, but this is the closest I will ever get to talking to you again. I love you so, so, much. If there were words to describe how much I loved you, I'd write them all. (And no, I did not just steel that line from Hey There Delilah) That's how much I love you. I want you to know that no matter what you would have choosing I life, I would have been there for you, as a sister, a friend, and a lover.
And I wanted ther to be a day when wer could be together. I still hope it does. I'm truly, and sinceryly sorry for all the distress I must have caused you over these few months. I'm sorry, and I hope that you will forgive me in time.
Love, forever and always,
-Max