Hey everyone this is my first Kuroshitsuji fanfic, I hope you all like it.

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Chapter 1:

Despair. That all he felt was despair. You would think that he would let up after all this time but no, he was the same since the incident. Why? After all it wasn't his fault this happened. No it was all the fault of Trancy and his stupid fiendish servants. What was with their obsession with him anyways? He wasn't special. He was like other Earls except for the fact that he was 13 and owned a successful company, but still he's normal. Well two years ago, he was normal. Now at the age of 15, he had literally lifetime ahead of him. Ciel would probably be happy of a new chance of life except for him.

Sebastian, his butler; that use to always give a knowing smirk, with his burgundy eyes. Now all that ever remains on his face is a thin, sometimes tight line. He never smiles, at least not at Ciel. He almost never says anything unless Ciel commands him to. The only thing he says is 'Yes Bocchan' or 'As you wish, young master'.

Ciel looked out at the window of his study, staring his garden. The sun was starting to set. He sighed. Before he wouldn't care if Sebastian was pissed that he got cheated out of his soul. Ciel had a chance to live. But over the years, a bond had formed between the two. Ciel had become depended on the demon butler, of course this would be viewed to be normal but it felt different it did with Tanaka. Ciel realized he had fell for his butler.

As a human Ciel did nothing to push this after all, after his revenge was complete, Sebastian would take his soul. He did take it except for the fact that Claude interfered. He was secretly grateful for that. Once Hannah made him into a demon, he thought maybe this would be a chance for the two of them to be closer but that change once Sebastian tried to kill him. After that Sebastian never smiled, and never gave any smart remarks. Now he was pretty much sarcastic with almost everything he said. Ciel missed the way they used to be.

The clocks tick though out the silent manor. The other servants were sent elsewhere since Ciel became a demon and from what Ciel knew they were happier in their new situation. How he wished to happy as well. Since no one except him and Sebastian lived in the manor, he no longer wore the patch. Suddenly the clocks chimed, it was 7 pm, and Sebastian would come soon to bring his dinner. Thankfully Ciel could still eat regular food, especially since Sebastian didn't want to teach him on how to do anything as a demon, almost as if he was pretending it never happened. Ciel had to teach himself.

As he said Sebastian came up to bring his dinner, he placed it on the desk, bowed and left. Ciel wanted to demand that the butler talk to him. But he was fearful. Not of Sebastian but of his words, of what he would say.

After he finished his food, Sebastian came and took his tray. Ciel got up and went to take a bathe then get ready for bed. He entered the bathroom and prepared the tub and washed himself. He had to after Sebastian almost tore his skin off 'scrubbing'. He then went into his bedroom where Sebastian waited holding his nightshirt. Sebastian placed and button up the shirt and Ciel walked on the bed, Sebastian covered him and bowed and was leaving the bedroom taking the candelabrum with him. Ciel couldn't take it anymore, the silence the subtle altitude that only he picked up. He clenched his hands on the bed sheets

"Sebastian, I order you to tell me how you feel!" Ciel demanded

Sebastian turned around, "About what Bocchan? About how I got cheated out of a meal or the fact that I'm stuck for all eternity with demanding brat." he growled with eyes glowing red.

Ciel turned his head, "I see"

"You wanted the truth and I gave it to you Bocchan"

"Right. Good night Sebastian"

"Good night Young master" and with that Sebastian left the room.

Ciel struggled to keep the tears in, but once one tear fell he couldn't keep the rest in. For the first time in years, he cried. Cried for the fact nothing will ever be the same and the demon he fell for will hate him for eternity. He wiped his tears with his sleeve and opened up his drawer. In it was a book Undertaker gave, all about demons. He looked through the book and found something interesting.

Once a contract is made between a human and demon, only the demon themselves can break the contract. The human who made the contract can break the contract if only to make a contract with another demon. If ever the case that the human who made the contract with a demon ever becomes a demon the contract is still in effect, the demon then becomes a slave to the newly turned demon. If that is the case then only the newly turned demon can break the contract with saying the words:

I,(place name here), herby break the contract between me and, (demon name).

Once that happens the contract is broken and both demon are free from the bonds of the contract.

Ciel stared at the words. He can break the contract. He frowned, he didn't want to but he couldn't do this anymore. He couldn't handle Sebastian silent hatred towards him anymore. He sighed. 'I bet Sebastian will elated' he thought. He knew what he had to. He had to break the contract so Sebastian wouldn't be burdened with him and leave so he wouldn't see Sebastian elated face of being free. So in his mind he formed a plan.

In the morning he set his plan in motion. He gathered documents together to make it look it he was planning on selling the company. Then he called Nina for her to make some causal clothes for him and she was delighted to do so. Sebastian noticed nothing of this; all he thought was that the brat was doing working as usual. For days Ciel finalizing his plan and soon he was done. Nina had sent his clothes to me and the documents for his company was all prepared. He had his one bag packed that was full with clothes, money and documents. Ciel was ready, but his heart wasn't. There were times he was thinking of backing out and putting up with Sebastian but then he would see Sebastian cold look towards him and he realize that it was for the best.

He laid on his bed on the final night before his departure; thinking of how he would miss his family home. He sighed then feel asleep. In the morning Ciel had a carriage arrive. "Sebastian I'm going to town for bit."

"Do you need me to come with you?" Sebastian asked

Ciel heart wanted it to be that he asked because he cared or truly did want to go with him but he knew it was out of duty and he could care less. "No, I'm sure I'll be fine" Sebastian grunted in response. Ciel walked in the carriage with his bag already inside it. Sebastian closed the door and the carriage set off. Ciel took the book out of the bag and opened it and repeated the words, "I, Ciel Phantomhive, herby break the contract between me and, Sebastian Michealis." Ciel removed his patch and took out a mirror he brought with him and in it he saw the pentagram, that bonded him and Sebastian, disappearing and the blue cerulean eye looked back at him. 'It worked' he thought sadly.

Once he was far from the manor, the carriage stopped. The man steering the horses, came down "I didn't think you would go through with it" he smiled

Ciel sighed, "Me either. I'm surprised Sebastian didn't notice you."

"Of course not, I was in full the disguised mood." Then the man removed his hat and white hair flowed out.

"Thank you, Undertaker"

"No problem, happy to help" he grinned. He walked and went behind a tree; bringing a wagon with him. He uncovered it showing a man and a child that seemed to be Ciel height.

"Where did you get the bodies?" Ciel asked then shaked his head remembering Undertaker profession. "Never mind. Good bye Undertaker and thanks again."

"Bye-bye young earl, see you in another time." Undertaker waved. Using his strength and his speed Ciel left dust in his trail.

AN: All done, next chapter is Sebastian POV. I hope you like it. Reviews please! Till next time ja ne!