I grew depressed because of some major things

And decided to take a break

The tears just wouldn't stop

This is quite depressing

When will I find the Tower?

The years just keep passing me by

My heart's scrambled up

And this break is just a temporary fix

I can't stay here for long

Even though I want to, I can't

With this task of mine

I have to keep moving

Being all alone is miserable

I knew that already

But I wish the Angels knew

Knew how much this hurts

My reflection in the lake

Has white armor and puffy eyes

I'll hide them with my hood

Hide them with my cloak

The fruit in my pocket is a bit bruised

The years passed me by and depressed me again

My wife's pregnant with a child I'll never see

Even though I would love to stay, I can't let them get hurt

Should I risk another year?

No, I shouldn't be selfish

While I was thinking, Lucifel's phone kept ringing

Wallowing in my doubts won't help anyone

I knew that already

But still, I couldn't ignore them

Couldn't ignore my concerns

I, the immortal,

Made Lucifel promise to be there

I wonder if I'll be able to say 'thanks'

Thank him at the end of this journey

The last push to the Tower

A cup of stale water

Jumping through the portal

I finally arrived

They don't seem to understand human emotions

I knew that already

But I still said nothing

Said nothing to them

Armaros wanted me to join him so much

That it hurt my heart

If I see him again, I wonder if

I'll be able to apologize