Hey people, I don't even know if anybody still read fanfics about glee XD Anyways, Samcedes will always be my OTP, and this idea has been stuck in my head for a while. So I decided to write a fanfic about it. I hope you guys like it, actually, it's my first fanfic EVER. Well, here it goes. XO
PS: I'm a Brazilian, what means that English is not my native language. I'm sorry for any mistake that may appear. Please forgive me.
This fanfic contains scenes of depression, self harm and other types of psycho disease. So, if you are not comfortable reading this subject, please, stop right here.
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This is MY story, I only used the characters. Please, do not copy. Writing is not as easy as you think, it requires a lot of concentration and imagination, so don't publish a story that doesn't belong to you.
Thanks.
Good reading :)
Mercedes walked into the school another day. It has been two months since she first got into Mckinley, being rejected and having no friends. Being that same weak girl that she has always been. But things had changed.
Well, she thought so.
Now, she had left everything behind. Every piece of her horribles experiences were where they should be, in the past. Mercedes Jones had new friends, a new club where she could express herself and show her talent and a new life. Everything was going to be fine.
"Everything is going to be fine"
She repeated in her mind.
Little does she knows that her darkest side would never, completely leave her.
"So, we could do a party to enjoy the weekend and then we chose some songs, that we could use in Nationals" A happy Tina suggested, clapping her hands while she took a seat next to Mercedes.
"Nice!" Kurt nooded."But where would it be?"
The room was completely silent, and everybody was glancing at each other, trying to figure out who would be the one to offer his own house for a party.
"It could be at my place" Mercedes' voice echoed through the choir room.
"Would you.. be okay with that?" Quinn asked her.
"I live alone remember Quinnie?" The black girl shrugged."We can do this saturday, I will live work at seven, so you guys can show up after eight"
"Man, I don't even know why do you work so much" Puck told.
"Well, I know, and I have my reasons" She gave him a disappointed look and rolled her eyes."Whatever"
"So, everyone in?" Finn questioned.
"Yes! And I'm bringing the drinks!" Puck yelled, giving Finn a high five.
"I can bring some cd's too.." Rachel started to discuss with Kurt about what songs they should use.
"Why does she live by her own?" Sam whispered to Mike, who was sitting next to him, while he watched Mercedes leave the room quickly.
"Nobody knows man, nobody knows.."
"One more time!" Santana yelled through the noisy room, where all the glee kids were sitting in a circle, holding bottles, glasses and beers. The Latina laughed and spun the empty bottle again. Mercedes rolled her eyes and took another sip of the cheap bear Puck has bought for them.
She wasn't even paying atention in the game. She wasn't having a good time at all. But the screams that exploded all over her room made her look at the bottle, that was now pointing at her. And on the other side...
Sam Evans.
Her eyes went wide as she lifted her head to look at the blonde. His green eyes met her brown ones and he smirked. Running his hands through his hair, he got on his knees and approached to Mercedes. Finally getting his smile out of her thoughts, she did the same.
He leaned to her, and their eyes locked. His fingers caressed her cheek and she couldn't wait anymore. She couldn't go through it. Why was he acting so cute? It was just a kiss.
Just a kiss.
Nothing more.
Then their lips touched and she knew she was wrong.
She slipped her tongue out to explore his mouth. She wasn't expecting him to taste so good and sweet, not after all those bottles of beer. Their tongues found each other as they fought for control. Mercedes felt her body warm, and moved her hand to his nape, stroking the hair exposed there.
His hair was getting long. She liked that.
He bit her uppon lip and pulled away to breathe. Mercedes hasn't realized for how long they have been kissing, and it was time enough to let them breathless. She was so lost in the green of his eyes, that she didn't hear Puck yelling for them to back up, so they could continue the game.
Thank God Sam did.
He smiled again and Mercedes thought her heart would rip her chest by beating so hard. She shook her head and went back to the corner, where Tina was cheering. The game continued and more kisses came. Mercedes was thankful that none of them included herself or Sam. And, as much as she tried, she couldn't keep her eyes away from him.
Neither could he.
So they just stared at each other the whole night, knowing that their kiss was more then just a part of the game, and this would be the beggining of something.
But they didn't know how hard it could get.
Later that night, she would receive a phone call. Later that night, she would know that her best friend was dead. Later that night, she would cry leaned on her bathroom sink, staring at her blurred make up through the mirror. Later that night, her past would come around to hunt her.
Later that night, after four months clean, she would hurt herself again.
Well, That's it. This chapter was really short. It was just the beginning.
I'm reallyyyyy sorry if I disappointed you guys. But if you liked it, please review to let me know :)
Until next chapter, love you all :3