Why?
I ran up the stairs frantically, "Star!" I yelled.
I looked around the empty room. NO! No! This wasn't how this was supposed to be. She was supposed to stay here on Earth with me. We were supposed to tell each other everything;she was supposed to tell me why she left before she did. Star wasn't supposed to just... leave! I shook my head and my knees hit the floor. I felt cold tears on my face. She was my best friend, we were supposed to be there for each other. I shouldn't have shut her out like I did just because of some stupid song. She said she strongused/strong to like me. Why was I acting so weird? Now she's gone and I can't do anything about it. I felt anger sweep over me. No. She isn't allowed to tell me she still has feelings for me in front of my girlfriend. She isn't allowed to act like I did something wrong when I didn't. I didn't know anything about these feelings. What does it matter? She's gone. Tears kept flowing out of me, first out of anger then out of hurt and pain. I hugged myself and bowed my head as I felt my shoulders bobbing up and down because I was now sobbing. I picked up my head up, let my arms fall to my side, and opened my eyes, my vision still a little blurry from the tears that are spilling out of my eyes. I saw the room empty, but this time it hurt even more. She was gone...She really was. Star isn't coming back. The girl who I told everything to is gone. My best friend is gone. I shook my head once more trying to stop the endless tears. No it's just a dream, a nightmare. I would wake up soon. Why was I trying to kid myself? This was real, just as real when Toffee kidnapped me, just as real when Ludo took Glossaryck. I closed my eyes again and put my hands to my face as more tears stained the sleeves of my hoodie. I was so stupid, I have feelings for her. Now it's too late. What had I done? Why didn't I realize this sooner? We were going to have the best summer of our lives. Stay up late and have fun. Sleep in and relax. Talk and joke around. This wasn't how things were going to go. Who knew that this room was so plain before? I thought as I looked around the room once more. I've always taken Star for granted. She was the one who spiced up my life. If she never came I would still be the boring, know-it-all, safe kid. I would still be terrified of talking to Jackie, not that it mattered anymore. She made my life one hundred times better than it was before. And now she's gone, most likely forever. But what I can't wrap my head around is WHY?
Author's Note:Hey guys! Sorry I haven't uploaded my other stories. This idea came to mind and I wrote it for fun then decided to upload it for fun. It's really short I know it's supposed to be a drabble sort of thing. Please review, I would greatly appreciate it. (Just a by the way I think that The Thoughts in My Head will be updated soon and I did start Chapter 5 for Can't You Tell I'm Lying?)
