I wish everyone was here. So they could see how happy I am now.
I'm not that train-wreck I was a year ago. I'm different.
I left everything behind in California and took a plane to New York.
This was my new beginning !
Im going to meet someone, fall in love, get married , have kids, and just have the life I always wanted.
I might even fall for this one boy I met,
Hes dark, mysterious, even deadly I suppose.
He has bad connection, bad friends, and I would never know when he would come home or if he would.
He was involved with some crazy shit, but I didn't care.
I can really picture loving him.
I can even picture Having a life with him.
That is….. If I don't get killed first.