My first time releasing a story for many to see... Please tell me what you think :)
As it was:
One child who faces more than one's age should.
This is my story of how that one angel fell from heaven's grace,
Only to be grabbed…
to be put into a cage and lock.
She can't fly to the light,
for she knows to much.
She is forever tainted by the darkness…
The light,
her sanctuary,
burns and feasts on the horrors she has gone through.
Now she lingers within darkness' cold embrace,
Her shelter forever more.
By: Rosblandel H.
Chapter One
In a world where children are not heard, where fear plagues you and treats hang in the air. You kept silent, loosing your voice when you need it the most. You are loosing the light inside of you. You see the dark side in life and you give up. It doesn't happen to everyone and you are aware of it. The pictures that the adults paint; vivid, clean, and happy… I don't believe in that any more.
I lost that beautiful picture many years ago. It drowned in tears and that pretty ink bled, turning everything black. All I see is the black and the gray, the monsters that hide behind every smile and grin. I lost that happiness and I believe I will never gain it back. When I see the innocents and the naïve looks, I can't help but look away and see the taint in me. This is my life and I realize that there is no escape from this world I have fallen into.
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A kiss fair well from my beloved mother, and a running of steps bid me goodbye as my brother left to go out with his friends, a click of the lock from the door. It was sunset with reds bleeding into blues and the air reeking of alcohol and smoke, his guilty pleasures. It would not hold his attention for long because nothing ever does. I knew it better then most for it was nearing the time where I was cursed once again. A grin, hungry and thirsting for sweet candy is all that I can see. I gulped and stepped back and he dropped his things and I ran. He was faster, for he grapped my hand and held up a key. I closed my eyes, resigned to my fate in his greedy hands.
I winced as I felt the final blow that left colors in my sight. His jeering laugh as he threw me aside, I let out a pained scream. His foot steps across the room. Silence.
"So my princess has yet to loose her voice," his rough hands gripped my face, he breathed in my ear whispering and searing my mind with pretty words.
"My princess," bitting my ear, I held my breath, not releasing my tears.
"My love," kissing down my jaw pulling back to look into my eyes with hunger I have seen many times.
"My sweet, precious, little doll," he murmured against my lips. A single breathe and his lips hungry and greedy against my unmoving ones. I let out a strangled sob and he led me to my hell once more.